See the thing I have a most problem with is this I think everyone deserves love so I try to love everyone but I'm not really the best person to love Yeah I go to church and I try to be active in it and I basically am but I've hurt people before and I hurt women all the time but we will get to that later I've smoked before and I used to drink ALOT cause it numbed ALOT of my feeling and got me away from that and we'll and when I try and love everyone the people who apparently have fallen for me get mad and I can't tell how people tell about me and I'm not saying that I'm all that cause everyone loves me no but sometimes I wish no one did to be honest it would be simpler cause me all I want in life is a simple and good life but that doesn't always happen.
