My Depression Journal

1-8-2015 5:42 PM

Heh.... looks like im still alive. In my absence I tryed suicide twice. Im okay now though. I guess. As 'okay' as I can be anymore.... im sorry. Im really sorry I hurt people. Im a bad person.

I shouldnt be alive.

You know... I wrote a suicide note. And I have it. Am I really okay?

I cant stop selfharming. Not much. Here and there. I hate myself.

What's wrong with me?....