belle âme (a beautiful soul)

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i think my pride died in me, somewhere inside of me.

***Rakim***

It was 3:58 AM. Rakim was having trouble sleeping. 

**flashback**

"Will u marry me?" Rakim says on his knees, Kendall and Asap have been together for 2 years, even though he's barely 18 he really thought Kendall was the one. Rakim meet Kendall through his best friend, Tyler. Right off the back Kendall and Rakim had a lot of things in common so it wasnt really hard for them to talk. Once Rakim asked those words in front of about 200 people at the mall she ran off with embarrassment, which really hurt his feelings. The crowd was in shook "Im sorry man" a guy said. "You dont need her" a girl said. Rakim was ignoring all the comments and chasing after Kendall "Babe what's wrong?" Rakim says while tears prickling his eyes. "WHATS WRONG? You. YOU'RE SO EMBARRASSING..Why ask me in front of everyone... you know what we're over" Kendall says annoyed. "What. what did i do wrong." Rakim says. "You embarrassed me, plus im the only one that always puts effort in this relationship." She screams. Effort? the only one that puts effort? like what bitch? "Im sorry." Rakim says. "Oh and plus i have a lot of rings, you think im finna want this." Kendall says holding the engagement ring, tossing it in the water fountain. Rakim looked at her in anger, before letting out tears, no matter what Rakim would never call her names. He was just raised to always respect woman and people no matter what. 

**end of flashback**

Rakim grabbed his pillow sobbing into it. I dont think Rakim has cried as much. He cried even more when the thought of someone will never love him as much as Kendall did. "I lost her, she didnt lose me." Was all Rakim's thoughts. He would have never thought that someone he used to call Baby and Princess will be called Ex. After all Kendall was the first person Rakim went out with. 

Rakim🙄👀: R u up?

Delivered ✔

Rakim signed thinking Tyler wasnt gonna text back. 

Tyler😒: Yeah.....y?

Read at 4:04 AM ✔

Rakim🙄👀: IM. NOT OK.

Read at 4:05 AM ✔

Tyler😒: Y WHATS WRONG? DO I NEEDA BEAT SOMEONE ASS? 😡🤬

Read at 4:08 AM ✔

Rakim🙄👀: Im just rlly fucking sad about what happened last week.

Read at 4:09 AM ✔

Tyler😒: Man, fuck that bitch. 😤😤😤😡🤬

Tyler😒: Dont trip over her, asap. She a fucking thot. I never even liked that bitch. You. Will. Find. Someone. Better. Trust me.

Tyler😒: I can hook u up w/ someone 😏🤭

Read at 4:10 AM ✔

Rakim🙄👀: Idk know Ty. Im not sure if im ready to move on

Rakim🙄👀: Who is this "person" tho?

Read at 4:12 AM ✔

Tyler😒: "Im not ready to move on" my ass 😂

Tyler😒: Me.

Read at 4:13 AM ✔

Rakim🙄👀: Never that. 💀

Read at 4:15 AM ✔

Tyler😒: You didnt say that when we were cuddling up, watching smack dvd.

("i be lickin this nigga braids like UHhHHhh"😭💀)

k back to this 😭😭😂💀

Rakim🙄👀: Agian. Never that 😂

Tyler😒: Ight fine you dumb bitch 

Tyler😒: Your lost.

Tyler😒: 😥

Tyler😒: I do have someone for you though

Read at 4:18 AM ✔

Rakim🙄👀: WHO? IS SHE HOT? IS SHE BETTER THEN KENDALL? 

Read at 4:22 AM ✔

Tyler😒: Look at you and your desperate ass 😭

Tyler😒: Jordan Carter.

Read at 4:23 AM ✔

Rakim felt himself getting red

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Rakim felt himself getting red. 

Rakim🙄👀: Nigga i ain't gay. 

Read at 4:25 AM ✔

Tyler😒: FINE THEN BYE. 

Read at 4:26 AM ✔

Rakim🙄👀: Can you at least give me a female.

Read at 4:27 AM ✔

Tyler😒: NO. Either Jordan or no one. 

Read at 4:28 AM ✔

Rakim was actually kinda of happy.

Rakim🙄👀: Ight bet bet.

Read at 4:29 AM ✔

Rakim just decided to go to bed, before looking at the picture of Jordan one more time. 

Jordan was laying next to Rakim looking at him innocently. "Rocky, i cant go to sleep." Jordan says in a baby voice. Rakim goes closer to Jordan wrapping an arm around him, "There baby?" Rakim says looking at Jordan's face, Jordan shakes his head no. Jordan makes his way down to Rakim's boxers pulling out his hard dick. "Can you help me with my problem daddy?" he says in 

a baby voice, while stroking Rakim's dick. Rakim flips Jordan over making kisses down his neck, leading to hickeys. Rakim starts going in and out of Jordan. Groans of pain from Jordan are being heard. "R-R..Rakim can y..you slow d..d..down for me" Jordan says, but Rakim ignores him going faster, sooner the pain turns into pleasure. Jordan feels something wet in his hole, which caught him off guard, Rakim licks Jordan's hole, making him moan even louder. "D..Daddy im...im..gonna-" before finishing the sentence cum shoots on the covers."

"WAKE YOUR BITCH ASS UP" Tyler says coming in his room. 

Rakim groans loudly not wanting the dream to end. And trynna go back to sleep. "I havent even met this "Jordan" and im already getting wet dreams about him." Rakim thought.

Rakim gets up to go to the restroom but is stoped by Tyler laughing at him "You fuck nigga." He says. "Who was you dreaming about?" Tyler says. "What?" Rakim says confused. While Tyler points at his private area. Seeing cum stains. "I bet it was Jordan" Tyler says grinning, joking around. Rakim tried to cover his face from blushing but Tyler saw. "YOU LIKE HIM" Tyler says smiling real big. "Im not gay" Tyler says trying to make his voice sound like Rakim but failed miserably. "Bitch. That dont even sound like me." Rakim says. "Admit it, you like him" He says. "No" Rakim says. Tyler just laughs knowing he's lying

I might add more to it, but yeah 

(1018 Words)

sorry this sucked and was short asf 😭

part 2 on the way? 🤭

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