If only you where there

First dates

    I came home ready to tell my father about my date with Denki. But I saw something terrifying. The livening room was a mess and I was hearing that weird sound again. It was coming from my fathers room.
"I'm home is everything everything alright father?" I question knocking on his door. I got no answer so I knocked again. Still no answer so I decided to open it. I walked in on something I wish I hadn't.
"OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY!" I yelled embarrassed and covering my face.
"OH MY BABY BIRD WHY DIDN'T YOU KNOCK?" Hawks said also embarrassed.
"I DID! TELL ME WHEN YOU AND WHO EVER THAT IS ARE DONE!" I said shutting the door. I run to my pink strawberry cow themed room and call Kate as I jumped on my bed.
"OH MY GOD IT WAS HORRIBLE!" I yelled as soon as I herd her answer.
"What? What happened? Is everything ok?" She question.
"No I walked in on my dad getting pegged!" I say disgusted.
"Pegged? He's a bottom?" Kate said curiously.
"Apparently" I almost completely forgot about Denki and I's date until Kate brought it up.
"Soooooo what did you and sparky talk about?"
"Oh I almost forgot about that. Denki asked me out he's picking me up at 8 tomorrow to do god knows what." I answer with a blush on my face. {thank god she can't see me though the phone}
"OoOoo! You guys are a thing now! I knew you two where perfect for each other!" She said excited for me.
"O-oh I would say that yet. The date could end really badly." I say flustered
"Oh shut up you know it's gonna end well!" Kate side kind of annoyed.
"Is anything the matter? You sound annoyed." I say concerned and also to change the subject.
"Y-yeah I'm fine every is just peachy. OH MY GOD that's kinda Ironic because you smell like peaches!" She said.
"Do I?" I say confused
"Yeah I bet that one reason why denkiii likes you!" I already know she said that with eyebrows up.
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It's almost 8 and I cal feel the nerves getting to me. As I looked out the window the sky starting to get dark I saw that bright yellow head of us come in to view. I ran down the stairs to the front door almost tripping on my wing. I waited for the doorbell to ring as I put on my shoes I wore a black turtleneck with a white skirt with black thigh high socks with the two white lines at the top. I finally heard the doorbell after some murdering he was probably working up the courage to ring it. I immediately open the door to a very cute red face boy in a Black polo shirt and blue jeans.
"Baby bird don't forget you purse." My dad said throwing it at me.
"Thank you." I say pink face because Denki I heard the nickname my dad calls me.
"Baby bird? Naw your more like a pretty bird." He said
"Oh my god what a flirt." Hawks interrupted
"Father-"
"Get out of here love birds" my father interrupt it again. As we walked out and stared to our destination I asked where we we're walking to
"If you don't mind me asking, where are we going?" I saw as my wings twitch from nerves.
"The movies pretty bird" he said. I try to hold back a blush but it wasn't working.
"You like when I call you pretty bird?" He said knowing the answer.
"I-I might" I saw looking down. He saw that and polled my head to face his.
"I really like you, you know and I really want you to be my girlfriend Carma." He said serious which just made me blush more. He smirked when he saw me blush hard.
"And I'm gonna tack that as a you like me too." As we walked he put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me in. It's scared me at first but I got used to it. {it's nice from someone to touch me lovingly and not what be afraid of getting hit} a soft smile came upon my face and Denki noticed it looking at me with a big smile on his. I wasn't that interested in the movie but I didn't care because I was with Denki and I felt safe. He walked me home holding my hand. I have a blush on my face the whole time. When we got to my doorstep and talked a little bit.
"I enjoy my time with you." I say hesitantly
"I did to..... I hop it not to soon for this." I was confused at first but he got really close to my face and that's when I got the idea of what was going to happen. Our noses touched and the biggest blush came on both of our faces. And then it was our lips it was quite but really nice. His lips where soft, really soft. My body moved before my mind and I kissed him back this one was longed. When I finish realized what I was doing I trued to pull away but my body would let me. He try to stick his tongue in my mouth but I would let him. He bit my bottom lip a little a little gasp came out of me leaving just enough room for his tongue. My eyes shot open when he stuck it in my mouth reminding me of what I was forced to do to my uncle. Tears stared to fill my eyes and I pulled away wiping them away before he saw.
"I-I should go instead" I said with a shaky voice.
"Oh yeah see you at school" he said happy with a smile. I smiled back at them and went inside.
All I wanted to do was shower. I sat on the shower floor with my wings wrapped around me as I cried remembering what happened when I was with my uncle {maybe I should tell my father? NO he'll think I'm dirty}
"Carma you okay? What happened I hear crying?" Hawks said concerned
"Did it not go well? Did he do something to you?" My father said start to get angry.
"N-no it went well." I answered through my cries
"Then what's the matter baby"
"The problem is I really like him and I'm scared... I'm scared to love or to be loved" I say softly
"Cover yourself up I'm come in" my dad said as he open the door. He grabs a towel and turn the shower off handing me the towel. He hugged me wrapping his wings around me as well, resting his head on top of mine. I bury my face in his chest. After a good solid five minutes he finally broke the silence.
"Love can be a scary thing sometimes but it's always Worth it.... Unless he hurts you, then you want to get okay?" He said. A little giggle came out as I began to feel better.

*** don't forget to read kitty1x2x3 's only you to see Kate's POV***