Book 1:The Moon's Love (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 18:My feelings

#:(Aby pov):#

To think I gave in to him at rhat time was just outrageous and very well it was nice.What am I thinking ugh I had the door locked downstairs for safety measures and I was already i. The room reading the book all of it.

I woke up the next morning tired I only slept 1hout gosh its tuesday and the halloween party is next week on friday so....I must be ready for that but not until next week of course.

Like any morning routine I showered.ate.and called eric to drive me to school he sounded a little sad on the phone I hope he's ok.

"Whats wrong ,you sounded sad on the phone" I asked eric when I entered the car and gave him the keys to drive.

"Nothing just well you knoe me and daniel were talking about how he needed to go to practice but said he rather do his homework"he said like If he was annoyed by the action,,.I think its a good decision but then again bad cause well I dont know since both circumstances are important.

"He'll get through budd don't worry"i put my arm in his shoulder for comfort.then he twitched for some reason....thats weird.

"Were here "he said,I didnt even notice that we got.to school fast oh well at least I see crystal and emily for bio.

I got out I'll. Of the car to and waved away to eric to be frank he's acting a little weird for some reason.

After going to.my.lock.room...to suprise crystal wasnt there hmmm.

"I wonder were she is"i said to mtself quiet as I put my things in the locker and head to class.

Since bio was my next class so hopefully crystal is there,also emily but I bet she'll come late or something.

To my amazement none of my friends were here....that kinda makes me feel empty inside......throught class crystal texted me saying she was sick and emily she told me the car broke down.

What am I gonna do today....I guess I'll be a loner I dont care,once lunch hit I didnt wanna go to lunch so I went to the roof....to be alone and think.

"Bro do you think one day I'll be a awesome wrestler"my memories started to flash when my little brother would say that.....I was already in the roof sitting on the edge.

"Bro can you help me with my homework?"

"Bro can you sleep with me,im scared"

"Hey look what i can do"

"I miss you"

"I love you"

"If a asshole hurts you,ima fuck him up and slice his throat"

The memories started to flood my mind and drops fell to my hand.He's dead and I promised him he wouldnt be alone...I would protect him from any cost...

Now look at me....My little brother is dead and I feel this solitude....this pain thats cosuming me and blaming.me for not being in the house at that time.

"Hello there"a voiced called from across.

"What the fuck are you doing here"I responded

"Babe I told you ,when we were younger,I'll always be there for you"alex replied.

"Did you heat what I said"asking him

"Well yea I kinda did"

"How did you know I was here"

"Well I was gonna suprise you yesterday but you kicked me out"

"Get to the point idiot"i said abruptly