There are several pieces of emotion tied to what we call human nature. There's happiness or joy, experienced when something good happens to a person. There's sadness, experienced when something terrible, like having your beloved pet die, happens.
There's anger,fear,contempt, and surprise. These are basically emotions you can see on one's face.
But then, it gets more and more.... difficult.
There are more complex emotions such as grief, regret and jealousy. These emotions don't really show on someone's face and its ALWAYS different for someone else.
Like one girl could be crying over her dead grandma while her brother is blank-faced.
Like I said, its different for everyone.
Which brings me to one emotion.
Repulsion.
Otherwise known as disgust.
Now, they say that this is basically emotion because it can be presented on the face as a raised upper lip, a wrinkled nose bridge, and raised cheeks.
Well, I say BULLSHIT.
Usually, people who end up repulsed have a reason to be. Nasty food, disturbing scenes in movies, walking in to something gross, or discovering someone's kink is scat. Just really nasty stuff.
However, in my situation, there isn't a reason. In my town there is an unspoken rule:
NEVER associate with the "weird" flower boy.
Okay, I like flowers and nature and stuff so what? Don't kids play around in playgrounds all day and come home dirty as fuck?
Unfair.
Still, I have a feeling its more then that. But I guess I'll never know since no one will actually talk to me! And all I get is that repulsed look on their face if I try to talk to anyone.
They don't have a reason to be disgusted. Not one at all. They just hate the weird flower boy, one Jay B. Jones, which is me.
