Trial Times in Life (building Up Relationship With God)

Introduction/experience

Author's Note

This is not an easy to write, but it had to be written. Mental illness and depression serious issues. They are indiscriminate, They can manifest in anyone regardless of their history or lifestyle. Specially the teen agers now a days. Often, the pain and suffering go largely unnoticed and ignored because the person is too ashamed (like me) to speak up or because there are failure in recognizing the signs. These problems can interfere with one's daily life, causing recurrent or chronic disturbances n one's ability to function. At it's worst, depression can lead to suicide. The causes are still unknown and poorly understood, But depression is an illness that totally it's a mental breakdown or over thinking.

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Hey Guys! I'm Riza I just wanna share to you all on how I survive anxiety and loneliness in my Highschool life.. So now I'm still a Teen ager tho I'm 18yrs old. So I started having an anxiety when I was 16 years old back in 2018, I was attacking anxiety every night it's so hard I can't think clearly and I always think scary about my life, I always feel empty and lonely, I have emotional breakdown every night I was full of hatred and resentment that time... I am scared to sleep because I think that that was my last night. I'm scared at dark specially at evening I'm scared on silence and to be alone.. It all began In the middle of my grade 10 year..

Warning!

Please understand if there are some wrong grammar sentence or misspelled word because I am not pro in English okay? I'm Filipino and I choose to write it in English as hard as I can just to understand by every one :

I am writing this for everyone who've been experiencing/ struggling in anxiety and depression. know guys that YOU ARE NOT ALONE... I understand you, I feel you, I know what you're going through, because I also been there. I experience all of that.

If you feel lonely today, I am here :) you can come with me and heal together in this trial times in our life.... :)

Let's go! I am excited to tell you my life.