*ding ding*
I groan as I shift onto my side and look at my phone.Billie: Get ur ass awake i'm leaving now
FUCKKKK i'm not even dressed and it's only going to take her 10 minutes to get here, I swear i'm constantly exhausted because I never seem to be able to get up in time.
I drag myself to the bathroom and take the quickest shower I have probably ever taken in my life, I could've made it to the guinness world record book. I then quickly toss over a hoodie and a pair of joggers and I kid you not as soon as my second leg slid through them Billie was pounding at my door.
I run to the door and open it to see Billie holding the most gorgeous tulips in her hands.
"These are for you" she smiles "it's a uh, well.. done for getting through shit"
I gasp at how beautiful they are and take them off her to put them in a vase.
"Thank you Billie, I love them" I notice Billie quickly turn away. Wait is she blushing? BILLIE FUCKING EILISH is BLUSHING? she never blushes around me or ANYONE what the fuck is going on. And that's when I remember she's round to tell me something and I panic because I need to tell her i'm back with Alex and I know she's going to hate me for it.
"i'm glad you like them princess" and she pulls me into a hug, did she just call me princess? why the fuck am I blushing now too? I pull her to seat on the sofa so we can share our news.
"So um.. what was it you wanted to tell me?" i can hear the nervousness in my own voice it makes me want to gag.
"Stella you've been my best friend for years and i um.. well i uh i kinda-"
"i'm back with Alex" I shout, why did I shout? I panicked I didn't know how to say it or when to say it and now I feel bad for not letting her finish talking and now i don't know-, I notice Billie's face drop, I knew I shouldn't of told her but I can't keep secrets from her.
"Billie? say something... please"
Billie looks at me with tears in her eyes "she CHEATED on you, stella" I can hear the hurt in her voice
"I know.. i know.." I try to hold back my own tears, "I'm sorry it's just she changed and i-"
"No no, I get it" she cuts me off and I notice a tear roll down her face as she gets up to leave without saying another word.
"Bil wait" I shout to her but it's no use she slams the door and she's gone. I fucked up didn't I, but she can't stay mad forever right? and what was she even going to tell me I swear I have never seen her so nervous before in my life.
.....
It's now almost midnight, it's almost impossible to count how many times I texted or called Billie and she didn't answer to any, not even 1.
Alex: hey baby sorry it's late, busy day at work how was ur day?
Here we go again Alex saying she had a busy day of work. How am I supposed to believe that when she literally would say that when she was cheating on me? I let it slide though because of my mind thinking of how much I hurt Billie.
Stella: i think i ruined mine and Billie's friendship, she wanted to tell me something and I told her about us and she left crying.
Alex: good.
Stella: wtf? she's been my best friend for years how is this good??
Alex: baby u are so blind, she clearly likes u and now that ur mine again no one can have u okay?
Stella: are u drunk? bil does not like me
Alex: what's with bil? her names billie don't give her pet names
Stella: okay i'm sorry i won't i'm going to bed night goodnight
Alex: night
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Damn i'm getting toxic control freak vibes from alex ngl
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INTOXICATED | billie eilish
Fanfictionyou're only friends with billie eilish..right? and will you ever be free from your abusive girlfriend? this story contains mentions of sex, drugs, alcohol and abuse. if you're are not a fan of those subjects then please do not read this story. thank...