Loki x reader imagines mcu

Seen Enough (part 1/1)

Written: 07/08/2020
Published: 12/09/2020
Wordcount: 1964 words in total
This part: 818 words
Warnings: nothing really
Synopsis: Loki sees Thor trying to kiss Y/N and storms off angrily, without knowing the full picture.

A/N, please read: different format! This will have a part 1 and then a prequel.
If you want to read the prequel first, that's the next chapter I added. Enjoy!

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We were very close. Now he just ignores me.

"Loki!" I finally see him doing nothing as I pass down the hall of the palace. He just walks straight on without even giving me a glance. At first I thought I'd imagined it, but now I'm certain. He's definitely avoiding me. What's wrong with him? Why won't he let me talk to him. I have a thing or two to explain.

"Loki," I call across the hall, "I know your heard me. Stop ignoring me."

I run up to him. He's stopped to sigh deeply. Then walks on.

"What's wrong with you? Why won't you even let me talk to you?"

He looks down at the floor while he walks.

"Look at me," I say tenderly.

"I've seen enough of you," He sneers. He's looking me in the eye alright. The way he's looking at me right now I could only describe one way. Hate.

My eyes water unvoluntarily and when he takes his eyes off me, I sigh. I'm fairly certain he saw Thor leaning in to kiss me, then walked away angrily and assumed I was avoiding Loki instead of the other way around.

I walk quickly towards a secluded area of the hallway. Loki just stands there in the middle of the wide hallway. It makes him look small, the way he's standing there.

"Are you coming here to let me explain or are you just gonna keep standing there without an explanation?"

Angrily, he paces towards me. He follows me into the room I went in. It is an empty bedroom, prestine in its condition like so many bedrooms here. I wouldn't be surprised if it had never been used before.

I close the door behind me.

"I don't need explanations from you. I've seen everything. I know you're going to leave me, you said you never would." he's rambling and shaking with anger. "I should've known it was all a lie. Why would I have expected anything different? All I know is lies and deceit, you're just another one to the list-"

I step closer and kiss him on his lips while cupping his cheeks with my hands. I let the kiss go on for a few seconds until I pull back.

"Why'd you do that?" Loki says, still angry and shaking. But there's another emotions there too, hope.

"You wouldn't let me get a word in."

"For what? I know what happens next."

"No, you don't. You said you saw everything. Did you see how horribly uncomfortable I was the second he neared closer? Did you see I didn't let him touch me, as soon as I knew what he was up to? You didn't and you just assumed I was leaving you.
I was even going to tell you what his intentions now were with me and I would stop hanging out with him as much as I did. I thought you'd take it well after telling you, but you didn't even give me a chance. You're perfectly capable in understanding situations and if you would've just waited until I could explain things to you, there wouldn't have been a problem." I finish talking and it feels like a relief from my shoulders.
I wasn't expecting it to feel like this, but now I've realized that it did, his previous words also hit me eventhough I know he doesn't mean them.
Tears start flowing down my cheeks, even though I don't want them to.

"Now I want you to never make accusations like that again. Do you understand? It hurts me. It hurts me that you would call me a liar after never having done so to you previously. Please don't do that ever again." By the end of it, I cover my face in my hands, just wanting to hide away my crying face.
If he can't trust me, then I wonder if he's thought about it if he still wants to stay with me.

Nothing happens for a good few seconds except silence. The silence is almost deafening as I try to stop the tears. I need to get away from here. I take one last look at him before I plan to run out the door. Then I decide against it, as I see he's also crying. He's biting the side of his cheek and picking at the skin at his hands.

"I'm sorry," he says and his voice cracks as he says these words, "I hurt you and I don't know how to tell you that.. I don't know how to make it alright. I.."

I hug him as we are both crying. He hugs me back, more tightly after a few seconds. The sound of our sniffles fill the room.

"It's okay, Loki. Everything's gonna be okay. Please don't do it again."

"I won't," he says and his voice reduces to a whisper, "I won't."