I run
and I run,
and I run,
trying to get away from you
from your lies
& manipulation
But my mind stays
trapped inside
the cage of trauma
you locked it in
I scream
and I scream,
and I scream,
trying to catch someone's attention
to tell them
that I am not "fine"
& haven't been "fine"
But they don't listen
they stay inside
the bubble of purity
they put themselves in
I bleed,
and I bleed,
and I bleed,
trying to feel
something other than fear
something other than you
& the pain that came with you
But you stay put
You stay in my mind
Infecting my thoughts
and memories
I cry,
and I cry,
and I cry,
trying to push
my sorrows down
into the depths
& darkness of me
But
when I hear your name
when I see your face
everything just
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Where It All Went Wrong
PoetryA collection of poems about me & the things I've struggled with over the past year. In no particular order. ------------------- Warning: will contain mentions of suicide, self-harm, depression, and PTSD. -------------------- "I run and I run and...
