I don't know what's happening. It's 1st of August and 06:30 a.m. I feel like something is going wrong, like today ain't gonna de a good day. Some minutes ago, I found myself upset over some weight I got, like I was, 80kg, then in just a week I went over to 75kg and now I'm 76kg.. Bruhh I'm so freaking fat! Well actually it doesn't seem like I am but I am, just because I'm 178cm tall people think I'm normal, but I'm not. Anyways, in 4 days I'm going for vacation! Omg I'm so excited cuz I'm going to see my best friend after a whole entire year! Oh I forgot to mention, hey I'm Emilia and I'm 14 years old. There isn't a lot of difference between Greece and the other countries. Kids are depressed here too. Suicides are committed too. Fear is all over the place too. The fear that you are not good enough or... You know the physical fear, that though that's messing with your head and it whispers to you " you are not safe here, you are going to be hurt. Leave"
I'm not pretty sure,what I'm actually typing right now, but who cares. Time past really fast. At first it was June, then after 2 minutes, ohh it's August again and then you go back to school. I didn't mentioned July, cuz I don't like it, it's a pretty boring month.
I wanna go back to 2010, when I was seating with my sister on the couch and we were watching video clips from some songs, my favorite was, "Paradise" from Coldplay, the one with that guy dressed like an elephant.. I really love that song.
