-February 22, 2014
birthdays remind me of cake and candles and singing and laughing and cake on face and wax on cake and Happy Birthday to you, today! I wish I could see your smile right now and I miss your voice and I think I need you and I never like to let you go and I know you're so right for me and I'm so right for you and you're what I dreamed about for years and I never even knew and I really hate it when you're away I wish we didn't have to sleep apart because it feels like we are wasting so much time. (was that too much?) I'm sorry I'm odd and have a hard time finishing sentences sometimes but I just can't help but go blank staring into you and you should know I'll always end up saying what I mean to anyway. And I might not say a thing at times because my mind is full of thinking of you nearly every second. i never knew what your type is. i know i like you and i want to be in your life, that's it, and if you have room for me, i like that too, and if you don't end up having room, i would like to be your friend. any room you have for me in your life is great. if you would like me to start in one room and move to another, i could do that.
Still..i don't know, I say it all the time but you found a way into my heart my mind my tiny world and I don't think there's ever been more room (for you), it must be because you fit so well. I hope that I fit too. Because you care about the right things and you don't forget the little things and you're one of the good people who disobey the bad laws. You make me feel so much. So Thank You. Thanks for making me feel loved and did you ever think we'd feel so alive? I'm sorry it's late now and I'm sorry it's hard but you should know that I miss you and if I've ever wanted to give my love to some one it's you. Your day will be the best because that's what you are. For me. Happy Birthday PS..the sex. Xox
