count on me┃jaeyong

⌜ twenty five ⌟

❝how many times have you told me that and ended it with you always getting in trouble?❞ with a worried gaze, johnny stared down at him. he really hopes that the younger knows what he's doing and hasn't forgotten about his weak condition. ❝you should at least tell him about your health. in that way, he'll be aware of his limits with you.❞

❝but what if that will just cause for him to stop being with me?❞

johnny stiffened from his place as he could see how the smaller's eyes started to get glossy. he can also see how sincere and genuine his feelings are towards this guy, making him be hesitant in stopping him. the biker didn't want to prevent him from being happy, but he also doesn't want something happening to his friend just because of the happiness he deserves.

❝johnny,❞ taeyong bit his bottom lip to hold himself back from getting too emotional. he didn't want to be selfish and do what he thinks is right without his friends agreeing with it. ❝let me be, just this once.❞

the older male knows how much he's been wanting to have that fairytale life, blame the movies and some of the books he had read. to have a magical life, to fall in live, and to live happily ever after. in this world they are living in, that process is nonexistent. much more if taeyong is handling it, the world is too cruel for him. ❝you really have fallen this deep, huh?❞

puffing his cheeks, the younger had nodded his head slowly. ❝is it bad?❞

for him, very. quite unhealthy if you ask johnny, but what can he do? he's the one who kept on reminding him to live life to the fullest. there are so many things that's holding taeyong back from living his life, he didn't want to be part of it.

all he can do is to be there with him when push comes to shove.

sighing, ❝no,❞ and frankly speaking, he kind of liked seeing taeyong exploring new things. ❝it's just love.❞

and love is making him do crazy things, such as risking his life.

he could remember how it was taeyong who wanted to hold himself back from getting out of the boundaries, who's paranoid in every breath he takes, and now it's as if they have switched places. it's johnny who's getting to worried of what the younger would do, who can't stop doubting on the decisions he would make, and who would block his way of being happy in life. he recalled how he'd always comment about how tense taeyong can get even though he knew he couldn't blame him for it, and it's funny how he's being like that right now.

❝we still are not yet over about how you two went out last night.❞ and so, he wanted to stop himself from worrying badly and just watch his friend be happy of the decision he's making. ❝if it weren't for me calling your mother then i wouldn't have known about it.❞

❝we were stargazing, johnny.❞ minus the fact that they argued and he almost fainted, if it weren't just for him being comforted with a hug and got to catch his breath from shouting. ❝and probably talked about our feelings.❞

johnny then let out a laugh, seeing how defensive the shorter male is getting. he was kind of suspicious as to what other things the two have done out there but his squinted eyes were enough to show his curiosity. ❝there's nothing wrong with that, just please tell me you brought your inhaler with you.❞

that, he did not. ❝y-yeah, i did.❞ but telling the truth would only cause some distrust with the biker.

❝good.❞ now releasing a sigh of content, johnny leaned forward and got to press his forehead to to the shorter's. ❝because i know his confession might be too much for you to handle, you could have possibly fainted with it.❞