Chaper 6 ((Trigger warning))

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(Also as the title suggest, there will
be self-harm in this chapter, if you're struggling from it.. my dm's are open and it's always wise to talk to a professional oh yeah there's also homophobia and rape again if you're struggling with these, please talk to someone... :(((( next chapter. I will try to make it  more wholesome lmao)

Y/n's POV

I woke up to the sound of people giggling around me, I slowly opened my eyes to see, Nick and George with their phones in my face, taking pictures and giggling like elementary school kids

"Ngh— What the hell happened? Did we finish the show?"
You mumbled making Nick and George take a step back
"Well not exactly, you and Clay fell asleep while cuddling so me and George decided to take pictures for blackmail!"
Nick hummed as he showed you a photo

"WHaT!!?"
You yelled out, getting a juicy voice crack in it and fell of the couch, making Clay wake up
"What the—"
Clay blinked before remembering what had happened, and his thoughts were reinforced by the look on George's and Nick's faces,
Nick looked down at you and saw your slightly puffy cheeks and wet eyes

"I'm going back to the apartment."
You said and got up, putting on your shoes and leaving the house, not even saying a 'bye' or 'thank you for letting me stay the night'
"What did you two say."
Clay glared at George and Nick, making them very much ✨uncomfortable✨

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"Hey muffin, everything alright?"
Darryl asked as he approached your rooms door, since they got worried when you came home and didn't even say a single word to them, just went straight up to your room

"I'm fine. Thanks for asking."
You mumbled from the other side of your door, it being somewhat drowned out by your sobbing
Why did you get so sad about it in the first place?
It's because it reminded you of something.. something you wanted to forget for so long

—(flash back)—

"Did you hear that Y/n and Jake apparently sleep together?"
"Omg, actually?? That's so fucking gay"
"Ik right? So fucked up."
You heard those words as you hesitated to walk in the school hallways, all of the accusations were false! At least.. you didn't sleep with him on your own, he raped you and was never caught for it...

—(End of flash back)—

"You sure you're ok muffin?"
Darryl called out once again, clearly worried about you
"I-I said I'm fine."
You said as you stood up from your bed and walked over to your desk
"If you say so you muffin.. just know if you ever need to talk, we're here.."
Darryl called out as he left you alone, maybe you just needed time?

You opened your drawer and pulled out a sharp blade and rolled up your sleeve
Breath in.. breath out
"Shit-!"
You winced as they blade made contact with the skin on your wrist, cutting a deep cut that almost immediately began bleeding out

"Ok are you actually okay!!??"
Darryl called out as he knocked on your door loudly
This scared you, it made you jump, resulting in you pressing the blades sharp edge onto the freshly cut wound, causing you to gasp in pain and drop the blade
(Trust me that shit hurts a lot—)

"Y/n?! Y/n, what was that?!"
Darryl yelled, panic raising in his voice

"N-nothing! Don't w-worry about it!"
You yelled grasping your heavily bleeding wrist, trying to stop it from bleeding everywhere

Eventually you had convinced Darryl that everything was fine, so when he was out of your doors way, you ran into the bathroom to was it and bandage it, you had never intended on it going this far... it was only supposed to be a small cut

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Heya.. made this chapter on the shorter side because I don't want y'all to have to read too much of it, I know these things are hard to talk about.. trust me, but anyways! Next chapter will be A6d surrounded!! Have a great day and please.. take care of yourselves 💚💚
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