When I was twelve my dad killed himself.
Because of my mom she cheated on our dad with my best friends dad, And ever since my ex best friend has hated me and blamed me like everyone else in my life other then my brother who loves me with all his being we are twins and he's my best friend now because my other best friend has been trash talking me since sixth grade ahaha fun 😐 that's why I currently don't have any friends.
(😢#hashtag CAN relate)
But that's not the point right now I'm trying to tell my backstory before I fall.
Sooooo after my dads death my mother started abusing me and blaming me leading to my anxiety and depression/self consciousness but she only did that when my brother wasn't home tho because he was the golden child. I don't hold that against him kenjiro is amazing and I love him so much he tries to protect me when he's home and I'm grateful for him I even left a note for him at home hopefully he gets it.
All of this is why I'm here on the roof of the tallest building in this town too bad my dad isn't here he was always so great to me I was definitely my dads kid I missed him so much and now I can finally see him. I felt the cold wind and rain on my face as tears streamed down my face thinking of my past got so many feelings in me stirred up. I could finally be released from this life in one step it felt like all my feelings left my body and a new satisfied feeling took their place and I finally felt free until I felt something grab my waist and pull me back to the reality I dreaded so much.
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the chapters will be longer this was just an introduction
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