A/N - Hi! This is my first time writing a fanfic and on wattpad soo I hope you enjoy 😅
My eyes dart open as I jump up on my bed, a pool of sweat surrounding me, my breath, fast and deep. I had another nightmare. A nightmare that replays in my mind every night. It's the same thing over and over again.
Connor.
Soft light streams through my window as I get up and go through my phone and try to forget the nightmare, something I always fail at. It haunts me, he haunts me. His words feel so painfully real. He yells at me, saying I was the reason he died, that I was his only hope, that he cared about me, but I didn't care about him. Of course I cared about him, I just didn't have the courage to say so. And now I'll never have the chance to.
I stop scrolling on my phone as my eyes widen. I see a promotion for The Connor Project. They're having a fundraising event at a grocery store. I decided that this was my chance to tell the truth, to say it out loud. I left my room rushing to go take a shower as the event would start in 30 minutes. I skipped breakfast, I didn't have the appetite anyway.
I got in my car and drove down there. I was hoping to find him already there, but it was only a girl around my age setting up. I figured I'd wait to see if he would show up. An hour passes and still nothing. If he wasn't here already he most likely won't be showing up. I was about to give up when I finally saw him, Evan Hansen.
A/N - I realize this is short, sorry for that! I promise the next chapters will be longer! Thank you for reading :D also this is new but I believe the artist of the cover is @ s_m_e_r_ch_i_i on instagram
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Dear Connor Murphy
Hayran KurguHI :) This is my first time writing on here I hope you like it!! This fanfic is based and inspired off of the Dear Evan Hansen novel and it is about Connor and Miguel after Connor committed suicide. !WARNING! This story deals with mental health, sub...
