Last Chance : Hate And Love Game

ab na phir sa muhabbat hugi

Rashami's POV
I opened my eyes and I was surrounded by doctors all around me. I tried to remember what happened to me.
I looked over myself and I was lying in the bed . My hand was having some pipes. I touched my head. My head was also bandaged. I don't understand what was all this. My head was paining. I looked around the room . Doctor started checking me. I can't remain silent anymore. So I started questioning the doctors.

"Doctor what happened to me? Where am I? I am okay na ?"
I said. And my voice was so dim that proves that I am so weak right now.

" Miss Rashami you are fine. Just take a rest. You will be alright" doctor said while looking at me.

After checking me for 5minutes they leave me alone in the room. I was blank as I couldn't remember what happened to me and where I am and why. Why I am in this condition? I tried forcing my mind but I got no answer. After few minutes someone entered my room. It was dark and I couldn't see properly who came in. Soon he came towards my bed and now it was clear who he was but why he was here. He was looking at me. I looked back. I was confused why he is here . I kept staring him . My head started paining and the flashback kept coming before me. The flashback of our recent break up and all those moments in which he never trusted me.
             "Ab naa dil ko kisi ki aadat ho
          Ab naa dil ko kisi ki aadat ho"
                  (Music plays in the background)

"Why I loved him so deeply why I trusted him why " I kept questioning myself this all the time I was looking at him.

     "Ab naa phir se kabhi mohabbat ho
       Ab naa dil ko kisi ki aadat ho"
                   (Music plays in the background)

I wanted to ask him why ? Why he leaves me? I wants to ask him was not he who proposed me? Why I still feel for him? Why I have make him my habit and why not he have make me his habit?
         
       "Ab naa phir se kabhi mohabbat ho
          Itni bhi khwaahish naa rahi
                  Kisi se chahat ho
       Teri mujhko naa ab zaroorat ho
       Teri mujhko naa ab zaroorat ho"
                    (Music plays in the background)

He sat on a tool near my bed and took my hand in his hands.
"Rashami how are you feeling now . Are you alright na? You know how much scared I was. Thanks god he saved you. " Said sid with so much concern which was visible in his eyes.
     "Teri mujhko naa ab zaroorat ho
      Teri mujhko naa ab zaroorat ho"
                  (Music plays in the background)

" why was he scared? If I die or live it shouldn't affect him. Why he is concerned now? Where was his this concer than when he left me. These physical pains doesn't hurt me so much the way he hurts. The way I kept longing for him from past few months. Where was he then ? " I can't speak  these words I kept asking this to myself.

"Rashami say something you are scaring me " said he again after two minute of silence in the surrounding but who knows what I was going through inside.

I kept staring him and I was looking was he real or not.
               " Dardon ke saaye mein
                   Milti ab raahat hai
                   Teri tamanna nahi
      Tujhse judaa hoke seekha ab jeena hai
                  Ek tu zaroori nahi
               Itni bhi khwahish naa rahi
                   Kisi ki hasrat ho
             Dil pe teri na ab hukumat ho
            Dil pe teri na ab hukumat ho
       Ab na phir se kabhi mohabbat ho"
          (Music plays in the background)