Serendipity

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞.

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you were the man,
who wanders and kept
knocking to other people's heart.

i am the woman who
keep saying good byes
but never really let go,

we were the hopeless, the broken
and the ever last people who
prioritize the ones that shouldn't.

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"fuck. just leave me, eli!!! tumakbo ka na!!" my knees were trembling, I was so afraid but I can't take the fact that i need to leave him. no, I won't leave until we both escape

"I am not leaving here without you Pierce! I will never leave you again!!!" that was it. i bawled at him, my body aches and my voice cracks that i was having the difficulty to breathe.

"this is all my fault and i can't take that you'll protect me again and you'll end up being in pain again! i love you pierce and i want to be with you!!

"eli napakatigas ng ulo mo umalis ka na, bago pa nila tayo patayin dalawa!!"

"i said i can't" again, i shouted at him while holding his hands. winakli niya yung mga kamay ko kasabay ng pagtulo ng mga luha niya

"pwes, umalis ka na dahil di kita kailangan! di kita kailangan sa buhay ko at hinding hindi kita minahal!!!" he pushed me away and told me to run as fast as i can. kung naginginig ako mas lalo akong nanginig ng marinig kk nga salitang lumabas sa bibig niya

no.. that wasn't true.. he loves me.. pierce loves me with all his life.. he would never say that...

i was running like what he told me, even if i can't take it anymore and that my body is getting weaker and weaker, inipon ko lahat ng lakas para tumakbo ng mabilis para makahingi ako ng tulong. paikot ikot ako hanggang sa makakita ako ng liwanag

i stopped for a minute when i saw a light. it was a flashlight and silhouette is the only thing i can see. dahan dahan ako naglakad papalit sa lalake at kasabay ng pagsigaw ko ng tulong ay ang malakas na putok ng baril