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im not into really feminine boys. i can't really figure out why im just not. im not into really masculine boys either. im not into androgynous girls. very rarely am i into someone if im not able to figure out whether it's a boy or a girl (this might sound transphobic........ idc) so i'm not into androgyny. im into somewhat "middle ground" (lol this sentence won't even make sense) boys. not really masculine, not really feminine but absolutely not androgynous still. im into boys who look like boys and sound like boys but aren't stereotypically manish / masculine. i really like when they look like boys but don't have these stong ass jaws. i like a bit of facial hair (so hot lol) but i don't mind no facial hair or even a full on beard. the fact that i do not like hyper masculine boys might be linked to the fact that im not into boys that fit the typical masculine beauty standard (it's not bc it's the standard and i want to be edgy, it's just not my type). i like softness, whether they're soft in appearance or not im really attracted to some kind of softness in their personalities. when it comes to girls im way less picky lol, girls i find attractive are very different from one another even when it comes to body type. for boys however i like skinny, or slim, ngl i also like tall but it's not that big of a deal (considering i'm 165cm tall i don't feel like i should even have high criterias when it comes down to height, turns out i don't so it's ok, i still am into tall boys ... lol)
idk where im going with this i just needed to voice (even though im typing these words.......) these feelings, i don't feel like rants about my preferences are interesting enough for people to listen to them for more then a minute and it's ok because i talk way too much and i had so many unnecessary details and i always struggle to shut up
June 18th
