im the shit| mid 90s fanfic

-chapter 10-

I cuddled next to ruben after him and i both lost our virginity to each other.

"wow we really did that" i smiled

"yessir" ruben laughed
We looked at each other directly in our eyes and whispered
"i love you"
He picked me up and hugged me by my waist and started to kiss my forehead. He began tickling me and kissing me causing me dying of laughter.
"im hungry bebe" i smiled
" ill take you out to get breakfast" he smiled and laughed back at me.
We walked back to his car holding hands and it felt amazing i could never ask for a more hotter and better boyfriend.
"can i play a song" i asked giving him this face🥺
"ofc mama" he said as putting his hand on my thigh
i played forever by labrinth (yk some euphoria shit💜) i started humming and moving my hands and fingers around really vibing to the music
"damn i guess you really like this song" ruben laughed.
"i love this song, we should really watch euphoria together." i smiled
"i havent seen it yet so of course ill watch it with u" he began to rub my thigh
We pulled into the krispy kreme drive thru and got some doughnuts.
He parked the car in the lot so we can just chill and eat.
"i really love you bama. i want to marry you have kids with you and just spend the rest of our lives having fun together."
"i love you too ruben, when we first saw each other you were so loving towards me and i just really appreciate you." i planted a kiss on his cheek then he grabbed my neck and started to give me hickeys there.
"wait ruben stop what if everyone including my mom and sister see"
"let them" he smirked
"i cant my mom is gonna kill me maybe literally this time" i saw the look on his face and he looked so sad and i felt bad because i dont know if his feelings got hurt by that
"im sorry ruben" i said as i rubbed his shoulder
he didnt say anything to me
"just take me home" i was about to cry i hate the silent treatment
The car ride back to my house was silent not even the radio was on
He dropped me off back home and we didnt even kiss goodbye
I walked into my room and i started to cry because i dont know what was so wrong with me telling him that.
"im just gonna give him a break" i sighed
i got ready for bed early cus i just wanted to sleep and forget about this.
"goodnight" i whispered to myself
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3 am
i got woken up by a bang on my window.
i went to check who it was and uhm
"what are you doing here"

—sorry for the cliffhanger and short chapter i promise the next one will be better and longer lol. i also wanted to apologize for not updating alot of stuff in my family has been going on like dad issues and death so i just decided to take a break. anyways i hope u all enjoy this chapter—