What happened to life ?

Prologue

"Goodbye Sweety !" She told her as she disappeared in the wooden walls of the city.
At the moment the door closed, she stopped wearing her facade smile, and started frowning because of the pressure that weighted on her. She turned 18 last week, but her family didn't even talked to her. Only her didn't let her down. Since she dropped out of college, her family stopped sending her money and she was all by herself. She was the only one who trusted in her and now they lived together.
She got up and looked at the book she almost finished writing, which would hopefully save her. She then switched the date of the calendar which now shown "5th of June, 2003".
Hungry, she went to the fridge to get some food, but at the moment she opened the fridge's door, she jumped back, seing a little spider crawling on her hand. She fell down on the floor, violently knocking her head against the table's corner.

She couldn't move anymore, as blood sprayed out her neck.
What will she do when she discovers my body.. ?
Will they remember me... ?
I don't deserve this...
Am I dying... ?