i looked at roman with tears in my eyes the news i had just heard from jesse the popular girl in school broke my heart roman had cheated on my with her and got her pregnant i knew she wasn't lying she could get anything out of any guy
"y-y/n" roman said said i looked at him and walked away " what did you hear?" he said stopping me grabbing my arm as i looked at him
"so you got her pregnant?" i asked as he looked at me shocked he has nothing to say it was silence for a moment
"lets not do this here" he said he made me feel dumb "but please y/n i need you" he said too me as i look at him as if he was crazy and walked away there was no stopping me than i went home and he was blowing me up non stop. the next day at school he tried talking to me but i prtened that there was no one there i can tell that it was fucking with his head and he was going crazy.
that night after the football game when there was no one else there i seen him sitting there by himself in the bleachers i was going to walk away my mind was telling me to walk away but my heart just wouldn't let me
"here i go" i sighed to myself walking over to roman sitting by him he looked over at me and i looked at him he was crying
"are you ok?" i asked him
"well i'm having a baby by a girl i don't love and i lost the girl i do so you answer that question" roman said clearing his throat " are you ok?" he asked me i looked up at the stars and sighed before anwsering
"not to well but ill be alright " i said with a closed lip smile " i just didnt want to end with a broken heart and you told me that you weren't like the other boys ive loved in my past but you turned out just like them and now i have another scar" i said too him smirking still looking over t the stars
"im sorry i wish i can take what i did back y/n i love you so much" he said standing up looking down at me me
"no you dont" i said looking him in his eyes as tears formed into mines " i thought you would never hurt me you someone i don't who you are anymore roman" i added a couple seconds later after my last statement
"y/n please i don't know what to do i just want to be here with you i want to stay with you your all that matter to me y/n" he said too me getting on his knee's grabbing my hands " please just let me know let me know what to do" he said with a tear falling from his eyes " what do you want from me y/n ill do it" he said too me
" move on roman" i said " and take care of you kid" i said seconds later i sighed letting go of his hand and walking away
after that night i was really hurt but i moved on and i'm happy now on the other hand roman is a father and him and jesse don't get along i see him at school we share empty smiles and shared glances but not once have we ever said a word to each other
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