Keeping up with the Gaulden:Verse 3

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3three pov

I sighed placing a rose on Cynvernita headstone. Shit I was heartbroken. Words can't explain how I felt about that li guh. I truly didn't mean to hurt her I just couldn't be seen with her. I was in some deep mess that would get her killed so I tried to stay away not knowing she would do this.

I just thought about the memories we had. I wiped the lone tear that fell out my eyes before getting up. "I love you mamas" I looked up in the air while putting my hood on.

I think I should fill yall in.
Ive been hiding again since I popped up at her funeral. I stay way out the country.

What am I hiding for?

I owed the biggest drug dealer money. I was stealing and smoking it instead of selling it. That dude got more bodies than anybody you can name that got away with murders. He told me he gone kill anyone I be with so I stayed away from the whole gang

Why didn't I just tell youngboy?

That shit too dangerous I wouldn't risk my lil brudda life even if he wanted to die I still wouldn't.

Thats just how I am.