We battled not flesh and blood,
But principalities and power.
My emotion is overwhelming on this one.
I got carried away in this sea of whales,
Living carelessly amongst these creatures,
Falling head over hills to be loved.
But love,have you ever been fair?
I guess I was too relaxed,digging with the enemy,
Practicing what they preached while they lived a lie.
I had hopes on their lies and doubted my truths.
... my fears feared.
They thought I might get so bold and look them in the eye,
But the bold faces I gave was no cause to alarm.
...isolation crept in.
Mama complained I stay alone most times,
Yeah, I had to sit alone to think aloud.
My thoughts were so loud,I had to argue with them,
I had to fight with my thoughts sometimes.
Fighting with words in my brains.
But these demons murmured,they gibbered
Their voices in my head keep telling me to stand down.
It felt weird at first but then the pressure was real,
I got suffocated in the cage they had me chained to,
When I slept,I walked,I talked.
They thought I was crazy but I was seeing things.
... i was thinking deep,
These demons made faces when I stared in their faces,
They brought me down but I got up shortly.
I got them high up their minds,
When they looked at me,they saw strange forces.
