[Still]

Living and Breathing...Still

The sky is covered in grey,

no breaks, no seams

No possible silver lining

The Ground is cold and wet,

so clear, so clean

This rain discards the old

My head pounds and throbs

no stopping, no relief

Over analyzing has brought me pain

My knee glued to my forehead

so cold, so alone

My fetal position is ever unbroken

The house is darkened

no light, no hope

The walking of ghosts can be seen

The images project from my mind and gain life

so beautiful, so wondrous

Even the good past makes me ache

I wish them all away

no result, no luck

They are forever mine to carry

Her face lingers on the wall

so deceptive, so disgusting

With a glance I knock it to the floor

My doorbell rings

no thought, no clue

I pull my self to my feet

I open the door to see no one

so lost, so confused

I scan the lot then start to enter my cave

Stopped by an unknown force

no motion, no heartbeat

I fall to my knees

The sunrise catches my eye

so beautiful, so intimate

I feel like the night is over

My last breath escapes me

no sound, no feeling

my eyes close and I am no more...