How could I make my mind up ?
My mind was a mess.
I couldn't decide on the simplest things
Because of how much it raced
My mind would race through
All my mistakes
All of the things I wish I didn't say to people
All my wrongdoings
Everytime I hurt someone
My brain played every one of those moments
On repeat
Constantly.
So understanding my feelings
For me
Needed time.
Before I could decide on how I feel
I needed to heal
Completely.
