Cannon Beach

Rollercoaster

I told you guys I would be posting an original, and yes before I wrote this I watched 'Love, Simon'. Hope you guys enjoy and 'Taken by the Werewolf' first chapter will be out tomorrow.

Rollercoaster- Bleachers

Now I'm running and I can't stop anywhere I go/ I think about it everyday and night I can't let go/ Man, I'm never the same/ We were shot gun lovers, I'm a shot gun running away
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Growing up I've never met my father, don't get me wrong, I knew about him. He just simply wasn't in the picture since my Mom said it was a lapse of judgement on her part to which I just raised my eyebrow to. She hastily apologized saying it resulted in one of the best gifts in her life and pecking me on the cheek.

On the vague details, I could get on him is that we shared the same grey eyes and that he lived somewhere in Oregon along the coast. She finally thought it was time to meet my father and for me to get away from Chicago. She thought quite life at a small beach town on the west coast was ideal for me. It was hard for me to live due to the fact I had

We were at O'hare International Airport, were there was constant noise as mom braided my long hair, people occasionally looking at me. Until one dipshit stopped and stared at me for longer than necessary. "What the fuck you looking at?" Aunty Cammie snapped. She walked towards him in all her bold, electric blue cybergoth glory. My mom and I let out small laughs as she started to run towards the guy. He quickly turned around and ran off as She yelled profanities at him right at his heels. Mom finish braiding before just hugging me from behind.

She nodded her head, "Zee, there's a reason me and your father didn't....work out. He just wasn't normal."

"Mom, we're not normal, you own a art store and Cammie lives it up with her cybergoth fashion line."
I pointed to myself," I draw too, but I live for the moon."
I loved the moon, it is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. My favorite thing to do was take a small walk on a full moon.

"What? No- nevermind." She sighed, "Honey, its not that simple, he just felt off. He always hanged around his gang. And I never really mentioned that I was pregnant with you. So he didn't know you even existed until I called him last week."

"So, for sixteen years, including the length of your pregnancy, you kept me a secret from my Dad?!?" Jesus christ.

I honestly had no idea what I was feeling. While I had no issue with how I was raised by my Aunt Cammie and my Mom, I still would have liked to have known my father. When I was younger, mom wasn't exactly keen to fight the monsters in my closet. If I told her I saw something in the closet she grabbed my skinny ass while screaming and calling Cammie to pick us up because I was freaking her out.

"Zee, calm down please," she rubbed my back in soothing circles. "If you ever need anything or want to come home, call me baby." Mom choked out.
I turned around and put my hands on her shoulders. She trailed them near my collarbone, where my pacemaker was located.
"If you can't call me everyday, atleast message me. Please."
She pleaded.

I pulled her back in for a hug, squeezing her tight. "You're the one who suggested this in the first place remember? You said Chicago is to stressful for me. That I need "peace" and "stability" while I recover from my surgery." I told her. It was her idea anyway. I also have been so tired since my surgery last week. I have short, shallow breath and was pretty weak right now. I had Atrial Septal Defect, so I had a hole in the upper chambers in my heart. And since it didn't heal during my chhildhood we had to get it surgically fixed. Mom thought it was time for me to go away so I could recover better, so I'll be spending about five months there and will be coming back in late November.