Keep The Fire Alive Nathan Sykes & The Wanted Fanfic

Chapter 12

Nathans pov

I threw the empty bag of blood in the garbage and grimaced. The moon heat had really started to hit me and I had to get away from Ellen. It was driving me crazy, I knew if she got anywhere near me that I wouldn't let her go without biting her.

"mate you doing alright?" asked Tom. "no, no I'm not, she's upstairs, waiting for me, in my bed, it's the full moon tonight and I am taking her to dinner, I am so fucked." I said. "you can get through it Nathan." he said. "what if I kill her?" I asked. "you wont." he said. "what if i do?" I growled. "then...then you're in trouble." he sighed.

"but you won't, because you're in control." said Tom. "no I'm not, I can feel my control slipping with every second that ticks by and the more I'm around her, the harder it is to fight the temptation to bite her." I admitted. "it'll be alright, that's how I used to feel about Kelsey, look at me now. She's mine." he said and I saw how happy he was when he said it, he was hopelessly in love with her.

"she's mine and she'll always be mine. We had a few rough patches, especially in the beginning, but we got through it and you will to." he said. "Tom, come back to bed baby." moaned Kelsey from upstairs. "coming baby, would you like some tea or food or something?" asked Tom. "nothing but you love." she said and Tom smiled.

"I love that woman Nathan, I've hurt her, I've made her cry, I've made her bleed, I've done horrible things to her, all because my wolf took over around her a few times, but guess what, she's still standing beside me and she still loves me. I wish everyday I could take back the things my wolf has done to her, but I cant. She's moved on and I've had to accept it. I love her and will do everything to protect her and I've found the most dangerous thing I need to protect her from...is me...you and Ellen will have to go through hell and find your way back together, but I know you can do it, and you'll have something amazing like Kelsey and I have. Just try Nathan, don't give up, work as hard as you can, put everything you have into this and be safe, I promise you'll be happy." he said.

"dam Tom, that was deep." I said, and he nodded. "now if you dont mind, my mate calls." he said, then winked and ran up the stairs and closed his door. I sighed and leaned against the counter. Maybe Tom was right, I just had to try. then I smelled the amazing, sweet coppery scent of blood mixed with the scent of Ellen and inhaled deeply. "hey nath." said Ellen as she walked into the room.

"hi baby." I purred and instantly felt my wolf creeping closer to the surface. She walked over to the fridge and opened it, then pulled out a beer. "so, where are we going for dinner tonight?" she asked. "it's in the woods." I replied. "I hate nature." she moaned. "you'll hate what I tell you to hate!" I growled.

"Nathan, even with your psycho bipolar possessiveness, that just sounded stupid." she laughed and I growled at her. "don't tell me I'm stupid." I hissed, then silence. "poke." she laughed and poked me in the stomach. I raised my eyebrows at her, then chuckled. "god you are so weird." I laughed. "oh well if I'm so weird, I guess you don't want to sleep with me." she teased and walked away.

My wolf shot to the front and I lunged at her. I grabbed her, spun her around and slammed her into the counter. "don't run from me!" I growled and she stared at me with wide eyes. The sweet smell of her fear reached my nose and I closed my eyes. I leaned in and kissed her neck.

I felt her pulse race, right under her flesh. I opened my mouth and sucked on her skin. "you taste so good." I whimpered, I tried to fight it. I really did, but my wolf was out and I couldn't stop it. I felt my canines descend and I could feel her heart beating and I licked my lips.

"baby, I love you." I whispered and tilted her head back. "Nathan?" she whimpered and I leaned back down to her neck. I couldn't stand it any more. I bit deep into her skin and she yelped. I groaned deep in my throat as I tasted her sweet coppery blood. "oh baby, fuck you taste delicious." u moaned and started sucking on her neck.

"Nathan." she gasped, I knew I was about to lose it. I felt the change coming. "babe, you need to go." I whispered. "I don.." she started. "you need to go!" I shouted and turned my back to her. "go, go upstairs, go get Tom, do something, run." I groaned, then I shifted. I landed on the four on my four paws and slowly looked up.

I saw ellen, staring at me wide eyed as I crouched on the floor. All I could smell was her blood and I needed it. She took a set backward and I chased her. She got halfway up the stairs before I tackled her to the floor. She screamed and I bit into her shoulder. My vision went red as I went into a blood rage and I blacked out.

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