Last Chance : Hate And Love Game

"A little of past"

Rashami's POV

I kept looking on ceilings and my whole life was passing in front of my eyes. Firstly, the most bitter memory of life , that I have grew up without my father. At every step of my life I miss him. The society used to call me a bad omen for my mom as my father left us after my birth, but my mom didn't care about those talks, she brought me up and made me a self dependent girl. My mom gave me all rights to become an independent girl. My brother's loved me alot. My life was good my career became good when I was given a chance in uttran as tapasya. I found Nandish I fell in love we married everything was ok . But one day he left me and I was broken into pieces . I fall on my knees and my mom hold me when I was struggling to live. Soon another big thing happens my career was in loss my houses were not mine. That was the time Arhaan helped me. I am grateful to him for supporting me in my difficult times. But he told I was on the road that wasn't true if he was with me my family was also there for me. My mom was also a great support at that time. After that dil sa dil tak offer came to me as a hope so I accepted the offer. On the set I met sid we grew beautifully in a bond of friendship but jasmine was the one who was jealous from our bond. She make sid to believe in her and we grew a little a part. She told her that I am using him and I am not loyal to anyone . We fought very badly on that day. Due to his aggression he pushed me and I fall on the ground. Director asked him to leave the show. But I know, somewhere he was not doing it by his will, It was his nature to became aggressive and he will be fine after few hours. I told director not to do it, its not only his fault but ours. It was hard for me to make Director to change his decision, but at the end he agreed. After that, i started ignoring sid as it was necessary for me otherwise my heart would have been broken badly.
But one day he came to me with flowers and apologize for his behaviour. He than asked me for dinner I agreed. We went to dinner he proposed me on that day. He being Sidharth shukla doesn't like formalities . It was a simple candle light dinner .

"Will you became my queen and let me became your king? Will you became the mother of my princess? As I want a cute daughter like you. Will you give me your heart?" I still remember his words and his eyes on that day.

I just give him a smile 😊. I liked the way he make me feel special in a simple way. I blushed a lot at his lines.

"But how you know it will be princess" I answered him.

"I want princess naa and that too like you. " He said

" but I want a prince like you" I said.

" What" he asked while smiling I don't listened it clearly tell me again.

I blushed hard over this. I still remember everything.

"No problem we will have a twin" he said while winking at me.

My face turned into a Tomato due to his answer.

We have a long eye lock. We left that place in his car .
I bid him good bye when we reached my place. He hugged me that was our first bone crushing hug . I still remember the warmth of his arms. Everything was normal for two months . One day, an article was published about us and it has my words  that "sidharth shukla used me" said Rashami Desai as headline.
I told jevita to get the details about this. Jevita told me that jasmine has told to publish the article. On that day sid faught with me very badly on the set . I tried to clear his misunderstanding but he was not listening to me . He told me it's over between us. I tried contacting him but he never took my calls. I tried to talk with him in every possible way but he never listened. I started hating the moment I accept him. Our fights become uglier day by day. Director make him leave the show. And at every moment my mom was with me . 
The sun rays fall on my eyes that was when I came out of my thoughts. The realisation hits me hard . I have not slept a bit whole night. I came out of my bed and have a look on sunrise in the hope to see the sunrise in my life. The sunrise that will bring a new beginning to my life. . I went to balcony to do my morning routine i.e exercise and all. I went to take my bath . I have my breakfast with mom.i packed my stuff as today I have to go back to my flat. I got ready as  I have to meet asim Vishal and  Himanshi at the restaurant for the lunch. I went to meet mom before leaving.