Hate Love

58 • Happiness found

She cried badly hugging him tight. While He took her pain on his shoulder like every time.

K "Shhh. Chup hojao." He said patting her back.

N "Kartik, I am sorry..I am really sorry. Main tumse nafrat karti rahi jaha tumhe karna chahiye tha. Tum pyaar nibhate rahe aur ain nafrat dikhati rahi."

She broke the embrace and stood up.

N "Tum manate rahe aur Maine andekha kardiya. I am so so so sorry Kartik."

Kartik tried to stop her but she was not going to stop. She was so close to breaking down. He knew that.

N "Main tumhe hurt karti rahi. Tum ne seh liya. pata nahi kitni baar kis tareeke se kiya kiya kaha tumhe. Maine itna dukh diya tumhe. Aur tum phirbhi mujhse pyaar karte rahe. I am sorry Kartik. Tumne har koshish ki mujhe manane ki jabki galti meri thi. lekin main phir bhi. I'm so stupid Kartik!" She sighed letting a sob out.

He was teary seeing her like this. He never wanted to see her this hurt. She wiped those tears.

N "I made you suffer so much. Kya kuch nahi kiya tumhe hurt karne ke liye. lekin tum....tum toh ho hi stupid."

She chuckled.

N "Pata hai jab Capetown gayi thi nah tab sabse pehle tumara khayal aaya tha. Tum kaise rahoge mere bina. Main kaise rahungi tumare bina. But I was blindfolded by the anger inside me. It forced me to do this. Kaise rehliya nah tumare bina. 3 saal Kartik! Tum jab phone karte the mujhe tab bas rona ajata tha. Tumari awaz sunna tha ki tum theek ho."

He smiled as if he knew it already.

N "Sabke samne...tumare samne.. I kept saying I hate you." She laughed a little.

N "Tumhe pata hai nah yeh jhut hai." He nodded controlling his tears.

N "Kaise justify karu khudko. kaise Kartik! Tum kya ho Kartik! Tumne kaise sabkuch bardhash kiya. Tum kudh mere bina akele hogaye the. kisine nahi samjha tumhe. Infact maine bhi. Maine kaise karliya Kartik! ekbaar bhi nahi socha ki mera Kartik aesa nahi karsakta. iske peeche zarur koi vajah hogi. I doubted you. Tumne ispe bhi zyada react nahi kiya. Meri vajah se tumhe itna kuch sehna pada."

She hid her face with her palms crying heavily. The guilt was eating her from inside.

N "I am sorry. I am really very sorry Kartik." She cried until he again pulled her in his arms.

K "Chup hojao Naira. Tumari koi galti nahi thi. situation hi aise the ki..."

N "Nahi Kartik.." She stood up and was ready to accept all her mistakes.

N "Meri galti hai sabkuch. Sab meri galti hai. Tum please meri galti chupane ki koshish mat karo."

He tried to touch her but she backed off.

K "Naira, listen to me."

N "I don't deserve you Kartik. I don't. Tum bohot ache ho. Main tumhe deserve nahi karti.

Now she was crossing her words limits. This was not something he wanted to hear. How dare she say she doesn't deserve him?

K "Naira, calm down. Just listen to my words. Please."

N "Maine sochliya hai Kartik. Main yaha se chali jaungi. phir tum move on kar paoge. Tum khush rahoge. Main yaha nahi rahungi. Main tumhe aur hurt nahi kar sakti."

He was just numb by her confession. She said sorry and again talking about going away from him. Like seriously he would let her go again?

N "Main chali jaungi Kartik. I don't deserve.." Her words were cut in the middle as he pulled her so harshly that she landed on the bed with him on top of her.

N "Ouch.."

K "Say it again what you said before."

N "That..I don't.. deser.." She couldn't complete her sentence because he sealed her lips with his shutting her nonsense.

She felt loved by her act as she pulled him more close deepening the kiss. Her hands ran in his silky hairs enjoying the moment.

K "You want to leave me again? How dare you? Himmat kese huyi tumari?" He asked pulling back.

N "Kartik.."

K "Just shut up! Kuch nahi bologi tum."

N "I am sor..."

K "I said shut up!"

N "Aise dara kyu rahe ho. Pyaar se bolo na." She said pouting.

K "Pyaar se baat tumhe kaha samajh mein aati hai? Haan?"

She remained silent while he continued.

K "Tumne galti ki hai. uski saza bhi milegi tumhe."

N "Haa toh main jaa rahi hoon. Tumhe kabhi pareshan nahi karungi."

K "Tumari saza yeh hai ki tum humesha mere pas rahogi. Mere saath rahogi. kabhi mujhe chodke nahi jaogi. Mujhse pyaar karogi aur mujhe karne dogi." His words undid her from inside as pulling him she kissed him once again.

And this time she took the initiative.

N "I hate you."

K "Haan? But I love you more." He said and wrapped his arms around her pulling her more closer.

K "By the way, is nighty ka kya kare? Mera armaan toh adhura reh gaya!" He smirked at her.

N "Wait till our marriage Mr.to be husband." She said blushing.

They went to peaceful sleep without any worries.

Kartik slept hugging her back and she reciprocated it.

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Finally most awaited chapter is here! Naira and Kartik are finally together. So my readers wanted me to mend their relationship for so long. Hehe. Hope you liked this chotu chapter. Do vote and comment. Take care ~J💕