Finding our way back.

Part 2

Lilly's pov
I couldn't stop staring at nash I can't believe that he's here. I just couldn't take it anymore I ran inside and went up to my room and slammed the door and fell on my bed. I started to cry. The guy who broke my heart. The guy I still love. Is standing right outside!
" lilly are you ok?" I hear Ella say from outside my door
" no" I cry
She walks in and lays down next to me.
" just ignore him" she says
" I can't" I say
" why?" She says
" because I still love him and I can't just ignore him when he is living with me" I kinda shout
" are you going to date him again" she says
" I don't think so" I say
She walks out the door and goes downstairs.
I just can't date that blue eyed boy again.

Shasas pov
Cameron and nash came inside with there bags and put them in there room. Me and Cameron where sharing a room because we have been dating for over 2 years. Nash's room is next to Lilly's. And Ella's room is next to mine.
" hey cam can I talk to you" I say
" sure, where" he says
" outside" I say
We walk outside and sit down on the porch
" what the hell where you thinking" I shout
" what are you talking about" he yells
" why the fuck did you bring nash" I scream
" because he's my bestfriend" he shouts
" well Lilly's my bestfriend and she does not like this" I say
" well maybe they will get back together" he says
" ohh so they will get back together so he can hurt my bestfriend again? I think not." I say walking inside
I feel so bad for lilly. I know she still loves him but I also know she is trying to move on from him so having nash here is not helping.

Nash's pov
I heard everything Shasa and cam said. I feel like I'm ruining there whole summer. I have to go talk to lilly. I miss her voice so much. I walk upstairs and knock on her door
" who is it" she says crying
" uhh...it's nash" I say nerves
" what do you want" she says
" we need to talk" I say
" come in" she says
I walk in and see her sitting on her bed and her eyes are red and puffy and I feel so bad.
" what do you want to talk about" she says
" us" I say
" what about us" she says confused
" Lilly I miss you" I say
" nash are you kidding me" she screams
" what" I say
" you can't just fucking walk out of my life for 2 years and then expect me to go back to you" she yells
" Lilly please I'm so sorry I love you and I promise I won't hurt you again" I say crying
" that's what you said over 2 years ago at magcon and then you left me when I went to North Carolina" she says and walks out the door. I sit on her bed and cry. God why did I have to be so stupid!