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Part 9

Sebulan menjadi penganggur terhormat, masatu aku healing my own self, aku kuatkan semangat aku. Aku jaga diri yang tak terurus. But that was to sudden, we fight, because dia main game until 4 pagi and,, dia bangun awal pagi like 7am

Aku marah dia weh, bukan sebab game.. tapi sebab aku takut ndia sakit because kurang tidur, like aku overthingking ke ? 🙂

And,, i block him on WhatsApp, and we broke up,, yes we brokeup,, suddenly,, my mom masuk hospital. Bayangkan kau tak settle lagi dengan dia, mak kau masuk hospital🙂 damn that feeling ?

Mak kau kene operation as soon as possible because appendix and you just lost ur love ?

That hurt ? Yes ofcourse 🙃 and kau slow talk dengan dia, tapi dia refused, dia dah ready to leave.. and to sudden the day mak kau operates, dia keluar gi KL with their friends 🙂

And, lepak kat rumah kawan dekat nilai, while mymom masuk hospital dekat nilai medical centre, at this point,  sorang je kawan kau yang datang support, ur classmate that actually suka kat kau dah lama hahahaha seems like awkward, nope, dia datang cerita yang dia baru lepas breakup dengan gf dia and the same things happen to me, i just broke up with my own boyfriend,

We just deep talk and,, he confess to me,, bayangkan mak kau sakit, kau putus cinta, dia confess ?? Aahhh complicatednya hidup aku..

Malam tu aku text my bf, we talk, and he forgive me and kitorang teruskan life macam biasa, dia layan aku okay je until at one point, mak aku dah keluar hospital pe semua, aku pun macam orang bodoh rindu kat dia sebab tak dapat call pe semua.

Dia berubah hati, dia cakap aku banyak kutuk dia kat twitter,, eh babi ape, kitorang putus pastu mak aku masuk hospital? Kau tak rasa ke, rasa kecewa aku tu lebih dari 10 kali ganda ? No i even cant describe how much it is because aku nangis time mak aku nangis sebab sakitnya operation ? Stupid, yes i am.

Aku explain satu satu apa yang jadi kat dia, dia mula paham, and dia mintak maaf sebab dia tuduh aku macam macam. We stop fighting again. Like a childish 🤢