Runaway

7

Finn walks in and sits on jaedens bed, I clean his wound and bandage it. "Jack do you wanna come with us for breakfast?" Finn asked the smol boy. "Sure" Jack replied and stood, Jack already had a sweater on, "coming bud?" Finn asked me. I looked at the sleeping boy and shake my head no, "I don't want him to wake up alone" I replied, ignoring the rumbling ache in my stomach. "Okay, we'll meet you at IHOP then, bring jae" Finn closes the door.

I pick up the flawless boy and lay him on his bed, I then hum and clean up the blood mess and pick up the first aid kit and band-aid bag. I walk into the bathroom and open the bathroom sink, "razors?" I whisper to myself. Why would he need razors? I shake the thoughts out my head and leave the bathroom, I sit down at his desk and see a journal. I know I shouldn't peak but listen- what would you do if someone you barely knew but cared about had razors under their sink? Keep thinking about them? I needed something to get it off my mind, so I opened up his journal and saw notes, a diary. Damn this went way back.

July 25th 2015
Dear diary, I'm sick and tired of my father. I love him, but still. He makes me clean everything and forces me to make him food, usually I would've loved to because he's my father but this is different. Mom says nothing about it because she lOvEs hIm. Fuck them both I say. Gotta go
-love, Jaeden

April 3rd, 2016
I wish I never said that. I wish I was a better son, I wish I was there. She never told me, she just made me go to Julians house all the time and barely talked to me, I'm ashamed to say I said some harsh... Words... How could I know she was dying from cancer!? I'm such a mistake. This is my fault. Until next time.
-love, Jaeden

Julian? Vivid images cross my mind and I shake them out.

January 1st, 2017

This is the day I go to university, I don't want to leave my mother especially with this stuck up cunt. Yesterday was the first day I cut myself, I'm already obsessed. I hope Jack never finds out... Ugh I hate myself! I'm letting everyone down. I promised to call my mother everyday.
-love, Jaeden

February 13th 2017
She's gone... I wasn't even there to hold her hand and tell her it's alright. I'm sure that asshole didn't either... They are threatening to kick me out of here but I don't blame them, I haven't been in class in about 2 weeks since it happened. Since I was raped by that lowlife whore, at least I can thank mother for sending me to Julian all those times last year, those dance lessons really paid off and I'm cutting myself less and less. Jack found out and threw my razors away, I actually cried like they were my long time friends that died. Anyways, Jack's here and he's forcing me to class.
-love, Jaeden

This one is rexent... I start to read the next one.

May 2nd 2020
Hey, it's been awhile. So yesterday this hot drop dead gorgeous man decided to step into my life, he's sleeping right now but I don't wanna completely see his face just yet. I stopped cutting, dance is paying off, and Jack is as always his hyper self. God I love that kid, anyways, I'm tired and need rest. It's 2 in the morning and tomorrow's Saturday, Jack won't let me sleep in. That asshole has stopped talking to me for the past year but he knows this is the year I graduate so he'll be seeing me soon.
-love, Jaeden

This poor guy, no wonder why he keeps everything clean. It's an old habit. "Wyatt?" I hear someone say, I slam the journal closed and look at the munchkin- munchkin? What is happening to me!?

He was running his eyes and slowly propped himself on the bed. "Hey Jaeden" I said softly, he just woke up and I didn't want to be all excited and upset him. Then he said, "it was your fault you know"

A/N NOT PROOF READ, btw today here is may 2nd, the day the disaster happens is June 23rd so that means they have 8 weeks to get close to each other before- oop- no spoilers! For now on I'll be putting up how many weeks they have up on top of every chapter, and the date. Oh- and the boys graduate July 1st