Sincerely, Harry Styles. [narry]

letter o1.

1 January 2015

Dear Niall, 

It's been two years since you left. I had always thought of ways to connect to you, but I didn't know how. I didn't have your phone number or anything, but one day I searched your address on Google, since you're really popular. And yeah, I found it. I hope it's not fake. So here I am, trying to send letters to you. 

Niall, I missed you a lot. I missed cuddling and hugging you. I missed your arms around me. I missed everything about you. Did you even remember those days? Did you remember the day when we first and last kissed, when I confessed that I was, and still am, in love with you? You were so angry. You said you're not even gay, you avoided me for months. And after a few months you knocked on my door. I opened the door and found out it was you. I was so happy. I thought you hated me forever.

You told me you came to apologize. I told you it was okay, because it was my fault. I thought we could make up and be like before, start all over again as best friends forever. I was about to hug you when you stopped me, you told me you were leaving and that we would never meet again. And then you ran away, you left me. I had never seen you since then. I was a crying mess for months, everything reminded me about you. 

I walked to the park every single day, because it was where we went every single day. You and I, were walking together going to the park, hand in hand. I miss you so much.

I stared at your house every single seconds, imagining that you were still there. I miss you so much. 

And my room. It gave me flashbacks when we were hanging out, playing games, talk about girls you liked even it hurted me so much. And it was also the place when I kissed you. I miss you so much. 

Please, Niall. Let me know if you're reading this. Let me know if you're coming back. I miss you so much. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I repeated that so many times, but it's true. I miss you so much. I missed staring at your pretty face. I missed looking into your beautiful eyes. I missed feeling your soft lips on mine even I just had them once. But now I just see you on television and internet. I wish I could see you through my eyes like I used to. I missed you so much. Please come back. Or at least reply to me. 

Sincerely, 

Harry Styles.