I just have to face it, I am gay.. I am in love with a man..
I sipped on my wine as my brain scattered. The only thing I can think of is Zen's lice filled locks..
"Jaehee.. What if the rumors are true.." I sputtered to the assistant as I shook my head.
"The rumors about you being gay?" She asked.
"Yes those rumors."
"Well, I suppose it's fine.. You should have let the public know when the rumor Echo Girl spread.."
"Jaehee.. Go home for the night.." I demanded the brunette.
"Mr. Han.. Are you sure??" She questioned as she looked at me with a concerned look on her face.
"Yes, I'll add it to your pay-check.. Just go." I snapped at her as she quickly grabbed her bags and rushed out the door.
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I slammed my head down onto my pillow. It had been one day since the party and I couldn't shake the memory of Zen's lice flying off his luscious rat-tail.. I loved those lice.. We had a connection.. The memory I couldn't quite shake out of my head was when one fell off of his head and began crawling into my wine glass, being star-struck I ripped a small strand of my hair out for him to eat the oils off of.. God, I'm in love... How can I convey my love to his head lice when Yoosung is dating the blonde one that looks like it came from Rika's oily scalp..
What do I do..? I already denied my love for men to the public.. Zen's lice would be so scared and confused and I couldn't do that to them.. I loved his headlice.. I even loved them when they fought for the strands of Zen's unwashed hair.. My heart beats and beats for this lice and I can't even explain to them how I feel due to my circumstances.. I'm lost and scared.. I'm so in love that I can't even breathe... I want to marry his headlice.. I want to have children with his headlice.. I want a life with them.. I love them..
The more I thought about the issue at hand the more drowsy I became.. I rested my head down onto my TRUMP 2020 body pillow and then drifted into a deep sleep.
