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"Walk to us." I close my eyes for a moment before opening them with new eyes. A second later I am strutting down the makeshift catwalk.
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Some members of the crew cheer me on but I don't get too caught up in it.
"Fabulous." The creative director tells me after I've finished up with the first look. We are weeks away from the Victoria's Secret Fashion show and I am so pumped for the show, especially since I am in the best shape of my career.
I step out in my second look and I am so in love.
"Wow." I recite along with everybody in the room as all eyes fall on me. I do a little shimmy before turning to look at myself in the mirror and I'm in awe at what I see.
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Taking time away from modelling was the best decision that I could have made. Even better because I now get to rock the most amazing pieces of lingerie from the VS team.
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"Where are your children?" A female paparazzo gets in my face.
"Excuse me." I give her a look.
"Why aren't you with the kids?" She pushes her camera into my face and I move it out of my way.
"Why do you care?" I get in her face as she tries to say something else. "Don't ask me about my children or their whereabouts."
I turn to look at the other paparazzi filming this moment.
"My children and my family are none of your concern so don't ask me about them."
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The woman still tries getting her camera in my face so I have my security team push her to the side.
My deal with female paparazzi is that they know how hard it is being a woman. They understand the things that they go through so the fact that they don't show compassion really irritates me. I can give you content but be respectful.
I can deal with paparazzi banging on about me but when they keep bringing up my children, it's a problem. Since they have not seen my children since we arrived in New York, everyone is assuming that I have just dumped them with someone.
The paparazzi spent all that time photographing me that they didn't even realise that Harry just walked by with the kids.
I don't say another word as I make my way into the building where the Palomino sisters are hosting an event for the launch of their new collection which I have obviously purchased. Harry is a really big fan of their chains and rings which is why he is here showing support.
Oliver-James comes straight to me once he spots me while daddy's boy, Alexander stays with his father. I grab a hold of our youngest son's hand as we make our way through the event which is thankfully filled with our friends and their children.
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"How was the fitting?" Harry asks as we finally get some time alone. The boys are playing with the Palomino children and we have finished listening to the speech from Adriana who is donating the proceeds to some charity.
As people look around at the different jewelry pieces, Harry and I have taken a seat away from everyone.
"It was amazing." I smile as I think back to this afternoon. "I cannot wait to start modelling again. As much as I enjoyed the time with our family, I was so bored when the Alexander was at school."
Harry chuckles, "What about Oliver-James?"
"He naps most of the day." I laugh to myself. "After we finish studying, he always goes on about being tired so I let him nap."
"We need to get him onto a schedule." Harry tells me and I nod my head in agreement as I place my hand on his thigh. "We need to do date night soon, I miss our time alone."
