Hiding a relationship is really hard, hiding from my cousin is even harder. Callux and I have been dating since 2015, and it's been a really nice journey. My journey has been difficult. From being abandoned at only hours old, to being asked to be in...
I just released my album 'My world's not perfect, but thanks'. It has 16 songs on it, I have a duet with Y/F/N, James and Talia. This whole journey has been absolutely amazing. We're at the weigh in for the fight between JJ and Logan. I am not even kidding I don't even know why they decided to do this match. Someone taps me on the shoulder, and I turn to see Logan. " Hi, this is going to be really weird. I just wanted to introduce myself. I absolutely love your music, " he says.
" Oh wow, thank you so much, " I tell him.
" Yeah, um... I seem like a weird fan, " he comments.
" Don't worry I've had weirder interactions, " I say chuckling.
" Like what? " He asks.
" Someone smelled me one time, " I say.
" What? What did you do? " He asks.
" I just turned around, and said 'you know you can talk to me, you don't have to smell me', " I say which causes the two of us to begin laughing.
" Y/N! " Y/F/N screams.
" I guess you need to go, " he says.
" Yeah, but good luck with your training, " I tell him.
" Is there any chance you could be cheering for me? " He asks. I grin a little bit.
" I think I probably need to support my cousins, " I say placing my hand on his bicep. " But... maybe a cheer here and there, " I add. He gives me a nod. " Bye Logan, " I comment.
" Goodbye Y/N, " he says back. I walk off, and Y/F/N grabs a hold of my arm.
" When you have the Logan Paul talk to you, " our friend Clarissa comment. Which causes me to shake my head.
" Let's not talk about it, " I say laughing. " His bicep did surprise me though, " I add chuckling. Which causes all of them to start dying laughing.
Lux's P.O.V.
JJ and I are watching from afar of Logan and Y/N talking. " I want to stop this from happening, " JJ comments.
" Nothing bad is happening. Let it happen, " I tell him. I'm getting jealous, but I don't need to show it. I can't show it. They said their goodbyes, and we watch the girls all fangirl with her and start dying laughing by the jokes. I was still watching him, and he continued watching her for a little bit.
" I'll talk to her about it, " he states.
" Don't, she'll just get upset that you're going into your overprotective brother mode, " I tell him. He nods. " I'll talk to her, " I add. He nods.
I walk over to her, and then the girls go into their own conversations. I grab a hold of her hand, and we walk away to another area. " JJ wants to know what Logan was talking to you about, " I tell her. She chuckles, and leans against the wall.
" He was complimenting me on my music. He's a fan, " she tells me. I nod towards her. " Can I go back now? " She asks. I give her a nod. " Also, you look hot when you're jealous, " she adds.
" I'm not jealous, " I tell her.
" Sure you aren't, " she says chuckling as she pats my chest and walk off.
" I'm not, " I comment. She gives me a thumbs up, and continues on walking away. I walk back into the area, and JJ is waiting for me.
" So what'd she say? " He asks.
" She said that he's a fan of her music, and was complimenting her on her music, " I state. He gives me a nod.
" Okay well I need to go, see you later, " he comments. I give him a nod. Tobi comes running over to me.
" Hey what happened? " I ask.
" JJ thought something was happening between Y/N and you. But I told him that you guys are just really close friends, " he tells me. I give him a nod.
" Why did he think something was going on between the two of us? " I ask.
" He said something seemed off with all of the outings with you guys and you two always being alone. I just told him that you two are just really, really close, " he says. I give him another nod.
" Thanks for covering. I know you didn't have to do that, " I tell him. He nods towards me.
" I know the relationship means a lot to the both of you. And with JJ knowing that leads to a lot of problems, " he tells me. I give another nod. Knowing that when JJ finds out it's going to be chaotic. I also think that the longer the relationship between Y/N and I get the more difficult it's going to be when telling JJ.
Y/N's P.O.V.
" He's always acted like my dad, and a lot of the times it just gets so annoying, " I tell Y/F/N.
" Yeah I know, but it will be okay. You know he's just being like that, because he doesn't like the idea that Logan was talking to his cousin, " Y/F/N states.
" Yeah I know, but it's still annoying. Like I'm 21 now, turning 22 later this year. He doesn't have to baby me, I don't know why he baby's me. I'm not his younger sister or anything like that. I'm his cousin, " I comment.
" Who he's very close to and sees as a sister, " Clarissa comments.
" Yeah you do have a point, " I mutter.
It's getting closer and closer to the fight, and Lux has said he needed to give me something. So now I'm on my way over to his flat. I knock, and Freezy is the one to open the door. " He's in his room, " he comments.
" Thanks, " I tell him back, and I make my way towards his room. " Hey, what's this thing you want to get me? " I ask chuckling.
" This, " he says holding up a ring.
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" Lux it's beautiful, " I tell him grabbing a hold of the ring. I am sitting on his bed, and he's crouched in front of me. " What finger was this meant to go on? " I ask.
" Your left ring finger, " he says.
" What? " I ask.
" I'm not proposing, okay, " he says. I give him a nod, he grabs the ring back and places it on my left ring finger. " But this ring is a reminder to you that I love you, and no matter what we go through. I will always love you, and it's also this ring will be replaced with the ring I propose to you with. And since your ring finger's are the same size. You can wear it after, " he adds. I begin tearing up, and he wipes away the tears.
" Lux this is amazing, " I tell him.
" Do you like it? " He asks.
" Like it? I love it! " I comment. I grab a hold of him, and pull him into a tight hug.
" I love you, " he whispers into my ear.
" I love you too, " I whisper back.
He's the best thing that could ever happen to me in my life. I grab a hold of my phone, and take a picture of the ring and him, and he has this amazing smile on his face. I think it's also cause of how big my smile is. He means the absolute world to me, and I would do anything for him. I couldn't have asked for someone better.
