Silence

Forget

I felt so bad for myself having this terrible life. Sometimes I say to myself, "hey, you should end this now."
I came back from buying my Choco Taco and going to the bathroom. I soon forgot what I was going to do. I was just looking at a debilitated crumpled paper that seemed to be a math quiz with a 45% which is a F. While looking at the paper, I could hear voices that seem to be in my head saying, "Jacqui Jacqui Jacqui." in a very low voice.
"JACQUI!!!" Jenny yelled out.
I couldn't believe Jenny was here. Jenny quit her job as a mentor in 4th grade at a after school program. She got a new job as a receptionist. I was happy she was here, but she chose the wrong day to do it.
"Jacqs, how are you? It's been a long time I haven't seen you!" She said.
"I've been okay. How about you?and yeah I know. What brings you here?" I asked.
"I've been good. A lot of work, but overall good and I'm just here to visit for a while." She said.
We continued to talk for a while. I really wanted to just think about what I was going to do, but I decided to just enjoy that Jenny was here.
"Well Jacqs, I have to go. It was nice seeing you. I'll come by soon okay?" She said.
"Yeah okay Jenny see you later." I said.
She walked to her black BMW and got in. I waved goodbye with a wide smile. Seemed kind of fake because I wasn't in the mood to smile.
When I looked into my P.E teacher's door, I soon remembered that I was going to talk to him.
I was on my way to his room, but Julio, the annoying kid in school, walked to me and wanted to talk to me.
"Ja.."
"No Julio not right now!!" I said.
I rolled my eyes because people were in my way. Kids were walking through the hallways and were bumping into me. I just wanted to slap them across their faces. I soon walked through that animal zoo. I was full of anger walking by them, but I got over it.
I finally walked in to his room and there he was.