I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 40

CONTINUATION OF CHAPTER 39

Jeongyeon•

Mina and i decided to go back to our hotel room to finally take a rest and continue our little vlog tomorrow morning.

Mina and i are currently entering our hotel room now.

"ill be changing first" mina informed me and grab some of her clothes and went to the bathroom

"sure take your time"  i replied then went to the walk in closet and changed my clothes there

I went to the bed and laid myself there and reminisce what happened earlier. I didnt thought we would open that topic after 7 years.

Ive finally let go some of the things ive wanted to say towards mina, but there's still more here in my heart and soul.

Mina finally went out to the bathroom with her sleeping attire then went to the other side of the bed to charge her phone and finally hopped in the bed

"jeongyeon-ah" mina called me out so i turn my gaze to her direction

"yes?" i answered then mina patted the space available to the bed

I know what she's pointing out so i went to thar space and faced her

"can i ask something??" mina said and faced me

"sure feel free" i assured her and tucked the strands her hair behind her ear

"what was the real reason why you avoided me before" she seriously asked making me gulp

I fixed my position and took a deep breathe

"its because i dont want you to hate me knowing that youre straight before... It scared me that you'll hate me so i did it.

And yeah... I was inlove with you those days, im afraid that i might not move on"  i explained to her

I suddenly felt so good, this is what doctor octopus was referring! He was right its time to let go

"now that i already know im finally in peace" mina gently said then wrapped her arms to my nape and burried her face to my chest

I caressed her back and ruffle her hair, i hope after this night everything wont be complicated anymore where im able to be happy again, have twice back and of course finally have mina back.

But then i realized if i have mina back, i might hurt her. She's too precious for me.

But who cares right? Love is love its part of it.

"i want you back jeongyeon-ah" mina mumbled on my chest and started crying

"mina.." i gently called out and grabbed both of her cheeks and lifted up for me to see her

Tears were flowing down her face, she was breaking. The mina i knew was showing.. My soft mina is back.

I wiped all the tears with my thumb and said

"everything is kinda complicated right now, lets wait for the right time until everything is fine. Dont worry im all yours.... Always" i assured her and kissed her temple

I dont wanna rush things, i mean its been only 1 week since we got to see each other again.

Everything will happen in the right time

"please dont leave me behind again... I really dont know what will happen if i lose you again" she managed to say while sobbing so hard

"never again penguin, if ever ill leave korea again ill bring you with me. I wont be letting you go easily again" i seriously answered and calmed her down