This is it.
I realized that really there is no point of me being here anymore
I am overwhelmed and depressed or mad too easily and I don't think anyone would want to be around someone like that.
I tried to change but it didn't work,
I tried to make SWAT, Crimea, Turtle, Demon, (Stacia hasn't even been online) listen about the madness that has been going on but they can't help.
I'm not sure if they even want to, they probably don't but that's okay.
I'll just tell myself it's fine when I know it's not.
But I can't take this pain.
I wasn't made for fighting,
I never signed up for all this pain and I understand life wasn't gonna be painless,
But something tells me it's wasn't supposed to be this painful.
So, here are a few things I'd like to tell you guys before I try to escape this pain.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for ever opening my mouth. You guys shouldn't be the ones sorry, if anyone should be it'll be me.
Please stay strong, I know if I do succeed this act it'll just be a bit different but you'll learn to adjust. Just stay strong. For me please, for me.
And finally, goodbye.
I wasn't meant to be here,
I'm sorry,
Goodbye, I love you, S_W_A_T, TurtleCatapult, Stacia, Crimea66, and DemonAt4AM. 💛
