No Love (Completed)

Chapter Thirteen-Drunk In Love

I Than Realize That I Had A Lot To Do

And I Was Preparing With Ms.Jackson Everyday Getting Ready For My Showcase

Where I Would Be Meeting A Lot Of People From The Modeling Industry Mostly From Modeling Agencies

I Had To Walk On A Runway Show People What I Was MadeOf And Display My Talent

This Show Cause Meant The World To Me Cause It Was Make It Or Break It Time For Me

And I Couldn't Fail

I Gotta Little Sister Who Wanna Go College And A Brother Out On The Streets Selling Drugs I Have To Make It For Them

As Much As I Was Hurting Inside I Couldn't Let It Show On The Outside I Had To Keep My Mind Off August And Be Focus On My Work

And As Busy As I Was I Still Manage To Stop For A Second And Think About August

I Didn't Even Have Time For Self At These Time But Some How Some Way I Had Time To Sit And Think About August And Think About How I Missed Him

And Deep In Me I Knew He Was Some Where Missin Me As Well

That Whole Week I Worked And Worked

I Had Finally Settled Down A Little To Have Lunch With C'amarya Who Was Soon Graduating From Highschool

We Were At An Little Soul Food Restaurant In Atlanta

We Were Eating And Talking Having A Good Time

Until C'amarya Said "Ya Know Im Thinking About Moving Out To Chicago After Graduation"

I Stop Smiling Quicky And Said "What But You Don't Start School Untill Next Fall"

"I Know I Just Wanted To Get A Feeling Of Chicago And Get Use To Being Alone" She Said Lookin In My Eyes

"No ...No... Im Not Allowing It" I Said While Shakin Shakin My Head

"I Knew You Would Say...But I Also Know You Don't Mean It..Jordyn Your Modeling Career ls About To Take Off Any Minute Your Livin Out Your Dream And I Just Wanna Do The Same..Chicago Is Just A Flight Away And Im Only A Phone Call Away" She Said

I Was Still Shaking My Head As I Said "It Won't Be The Same We Never Been Away From Each Other C'amarya Your My Baby I Don't Want You To Be In A New State All Alone By Your Self" I Said

"God Is Always With Me..I Will Okay..Can't Sitting Here Doing Nothing Thinkin About My Baby All Day And Night Long..I Gotta Go Find Myself And Be The Best Me I Can Be" She Said

It Made Sense It Might Sound Strange But Sometimes I Don't See C'amarya And Elijah As My My Big Brother And Little Sister I See Them Ass My Babies

Every Time They Call Me I Always Been There For Them Both Taking Of Care Of Them And Making Sure They Was Good

So I Really Didn't Want C'amarya To Move Away

But I Also Couldn't Hold Her Back From Living Her Life

I Took A Look A C'amarya And Honestly The First Time Ever I Didn't Notice Her Ass My Little Sister I Notice Her As A Growing Young Woman

And Than I Realize How Fast Life Has Gone By

Seems Like It Was Just Yesterday When C'amarya Was A Little Girl Following Me Around The House Tryna Be Like Me When I Did Live With My Mother

At One Point I Was C'amarya Mother

I Love Her, I Was On Her Head About School,I Was There For Her When My Mother Was Trying To Destroy Her

I Took A Deep Breath And Said "Well First Thing First Me And You Both Will Fly Out To Chicago And Start Searching For An Good Apartment For You"