Stripper love

Feelings? wtf are those?

That's a good song I think it goes great with this chapter you can play it if you want

You woke up since avian was crying and mattia and Bianca were sound asleep so you got out then picked him up
Y- what's wrong my love
*Avian still crying*
You took him to restroom since he needed to be changed once you changed him he was all happy but you needed to feed him so you got the bag and grabbed a bottle that already had his formula and walked to the restroom to put water in the bottle once you did you put avian back in the bed so you could go downstairs and warm up the bottle
*downstairs*
You started warming up the bottle then you heard someone
Ale- hey
You jumped cause you got startled
Y- omg you scared me
Ale- sorry
Y- it's Alr
Ale- what are you even doing😂
Y- warning up a bottle and you
Ale- well I do live here
Y- Ik I just meant what are you doing up so early
Ale- well the girl I-
Y- you got head from?🤣
Ale- yeah her she kept kicking me and she smelt
Y- omg
you started laughing and so did he
A- but
Y- but what
A- I did see you looking at my 🍆
Y- what no
A- you can't even lie
Y- ok fine maybe a little
A- are you sure it was just a little
Y- whatever😂
A- so you and mattia
Y- well no it's something called co-parenting
A- mmmhmm
Y- idk I do love him but he hurt me too many times and plus I've moved on from being hurt by him
A- sureeeee
BEEP BEEP
You got the bottle out the microwave ( I'm sorry idk if that's what your supposed to do)
Y- well it was nice seeing you
A- yeah
*upstairs*
You pick up avian and sit on the chair mattia has in his room and fed avian then mattia wakes up
M- hey
Y- hey good morning
M- how did you sleep
Y- uncomfortable 😂
M- why
Y- idk just to many memories ig idfk
M- oh
Y- yeah
M- y/n
Y- hmm
M- can I tell you something
Y- sure
M- look don't get me wrong I do miss you I want you here more than anything and of course the kids
Y- look mattia I miss you too but It didn't work out we tried
M- Ik
Y- so let's just stay as co- parents
M- ok

*3 months later*
You and mattia are on good terms
He gets avian on the weekends and you get him on the weekdays
Avian already started talking but slowly and he's walking
Mattia is engaged to some girl he met at a club
Your not seeing anyone but are still sad about mattia getting engaged but honestly your happy for him
Kairi and mattia are good now
Kairi found himself a girlfriend
He also moved in with mattia again
So your by yourself
Mattia offers you to stay with him but you always say no and your fine
Bianca stopped going over to Mattia's because she doesn't like his fiancée
Mattia's still sad about that
You try making her go but she refuses
She still has a little boyfriend you met him and think he is adorable
So yea that's the tea let's continue
Mattia's pov
I'm still in love with y/n
Wait what
No I'm not
I'm engaged I love her
Fuck who am I kidding I thought if I did this I would be able to get over y/n
I fucked up I shouldn't have done this and now I'm getting married in 10 days
Fuck!
Fuck!
All I do is cheat on this girl but she doesn't care
Fuck if it was y/n she would have already left my ass that's why I love her so much she has enough respect for herself and I have respect for her too
Nope I don't have feelings
But what if I do
Idek what it means to have feelings
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I needa talk to y/n she's gives the best advice
End of POV
(Note he calls at night)
BEEP BEEP BEEP
You hear your phone go off and your already asleep but you get up and answer it since you see it's mattia and it's a weekend so it might be an emergency
Y- hello *raspy voice*
M- I'm sorry were you asleep
Y- naw it's ok your good
M- oh ok
Y- so what's up
M- can I ask you something
Y- yeah yeah of course what is it
M- do you think this is crazy
Y- what's crazy
M- getting married so quickly
Y- I-I-I can't answer that for you honestly you know what's feels  right and what doesn't
M- can you just tell me
Y- I'm sorry I can't but all I know is if you truly love that girl you won't be second thinking it or getting cold feet
M- your right
Y- yeah ok um well get a good rest you have a wedding to make sure is perfect
M- ok goodnight
Y- goodnight
After that phone so many emotions over filled you but you couldn't even explain but all you knew is that you were still in love for some reason
To be continued