His emotions is such a mess, he can't say any words without a sob.

He desperately cried, it hurts.

I don't want this.

It hurts.

Suddenly a hand reach him out from his back.

"It's okay.", a soothing voice that sounds soft and gentle said to him.

The navy blue jacket that he always wears, the hat...

"Taufan!", he said, he cried, trying to hold him.

Taufan smiled, "it's because you are too weak, right?"

"I can't help but fooling everyone, i can't help but trading my life.", he said, blood dripping from the part below his chest.

That injuries that caused his death.

"I told you not to be cocky right? And what? You never listened to me.", he said.

"It's your fault.", Taufan said.

Solar's eyes got wider, "Aaaaa-"

Taufan's figure fades away, it's just like what he saw on that planet.

He disappeared, he left them.

Solar tried to reach out, "i know...."

"It's my fault so.."

"Don't go! Please- Taufan!", he said, he tried to reach him.

But nothing, there's nothing.

"Aaaa....Aaaaaagh!", he shouted as tears streaming down, his golden eyes looks hazy because of the tears.

"Solar!", Ochobot called his name.

Solar could feel the hug from his behind.

"I know it's my fault.", Solar said.

"Just don't go- please.", he cried desperately.

"...Solar, calm down...", a gentle voice that sounds tired and even more sad than him said as he hugged Solar.

"..Gempa.", Solar said, his eyes got wider.

There's a lot of eyes focused on him.

But everyone is staring on him with a sad stare.

The only pair of eyes that's not there is that deep blue eyes.

"...it's okay, Solar.", Gempa said, he weakly patted Solar's back.

A cold hand joined to pat his back too, Ice hugged him as his tears fell. He can't say anything.

He is not qualified to say anything.

He is just like Solar, he is mad, he is scared, he is guilty.

He can't stop the grief from his heart.

Blaze cried loudly and Thorn rushed to him too. They hugged Solar.

As if they tried to comfort him.

But they all know, they are trying to comfort theirself.

Hali is standing there, he looks so lost. He wiped the tears that keeps falling.

But it's useless, as soon as he wipes it, the new stream is falling down again.

It hurts.

He hugged him too, he hugged them.

"..i'm sorry.", he said.

He didn't know why he said that.

He didn't know for who did he said that.

But it's the only thing he could say.

Because his heart is also in a mess, his mind is in turmoil.

Just like Solar. He is haunted by that feelings.

That torturing feelings.

He hates it.

He really hates it.

He hates it that it's only the six of them who shared the hug.

But isn't back then, it's all the same too?

They all died, leaving Taufan behind.

He is the only one who bear everything back then.

But now, they all have to bear the pain of losing one brother.

That one cruel brother.

//Author's note//

Aaaa thank tou for your kind words guys! Dont worry im okay now! I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter uwu 💖

And also that title is hehehhehehehe because im hehehehhehehe/sorry
(Sometimes my sense of naming is like that, pls forgive me)

Author's corner :

Solar : where is our father?
Taufan's ghost : he is out there, sipping coffee as he reads the book of hoe to berdikari.
Solar : Taufan! You are here! Dont leave us!
Taufan : from now on you guys should be berdikari ok.

See u on the next chapter!

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