"The Blur"

"Nice to MEET YOU..."

From the very start I knew that I am a gay...but time has been tough and has tested me with my identity, until this day came and I was real sure that I am a gay...

For the past years in service as a teacher, I have never been open with my students...I have never told them that I am openly a gay person because I wanted them to respect me all throughout our journey as teacher-student environment...

Until last year, in my most challenging year, in deep yearning of loving and being loved back unconditionally, I became open with my student....

One fine class day....

" Okay class our lesson is about the Reproductive System of a male and a female person...", I opened enthusiastically but with hesitation because some of my students are matured...

I asked, " Are there any previous learning about the topic when you were in your lower years?..."

"Sir, the girls reproductive world is full of wonder..." Jessa said amusingly..

"But without the BOYS, you girls would not function..." John disagreed...

The class went from a silent one into a debate room instantly...

Wow....I shouted to stop the argument...

So that was an interesting statement to start up our topic on the Reproductive System class ...

But before that, I wanna ask are there questions that you have in mind that you wished to be answered as we go along with the discussion?..." I knew there will be strange questions but I took the risk anyways ..

There was SILENCE for about 3 minutes ...until...

Sir...

Sir...

Sir...

Sir...

Sir...

5 hands were raised courageously...

Yes, Jane ???

Jane: How are babies formed inside my organ??

Yes, David ???

David: Is it okay sir if boys do not ejaculate??

I smiled in my mind....

Robin: How can I grow my organs more and more???

Questions get weirder and weirder and I am starting to get a bad feeling but I smiled as a teacher...

Jess: Can I have a baby without sexual intercourse???

I was so shocked with the word used...but I continued with the last hand being raised...

Rads: Sir is it okay to fall in love with a gay?? Or a lesbian??? He asked hesitantly... (Rads is an arrogant, outspoken, bully young boy but he sounded less confident this time...)

"Rads where does that question come from? I think it's far from the topic young boy...

" I just wanted to know Sir..." I am just curious Sir Blue (I wanted to be called BLUE because it was my favourite color way back...)

The class started to get noisy with Rads question...

"HEY Rads are you a gay?" One exclaimed...

"Rads are you falling in love with a gay?" One teased...

Oooyyyyy Rads...

Rads....

Rads...

"That's enough class....E-N-O-U-G-H... I stretched....

The class went off...

Okay....I breathed...

We will try to answer all those questions as we go along with our discussions in the coming days...

"Excuse me sir...You are called by our Principal...the staff said...

In my mind , I was saved by the bell...

Okay before I go to the office, I will leave u with three questions for you to answer....you have your books right??? So you can scan it for answers....

Officers please take charge of the class...

Be silent, okay???

Yes sir...all rallied with smiles...