I felt his presence behind me but I didn't look back at him because f what just happened. I felt embarrassed and shy. I didn't mean to bump into him. I didn't want to embarrass myself like this. Taehyung seems nice though. He seems like someone who you would be lucky to have as a friend. I mean, he seems like someone who looks like he is willing to help anyone who is feeling down or whatever.
I walked down the pathway to my house. I had to get a new apartment since I didn't want to be saddened or anything. It hurt when I left but I had to. The new apartment was a medium size with a porch. I walked into my apartment and took off my shoes and placed them by the door. Then I walked over to my bed and sunk in it resting my head against my white pillow. I closed my eyes for what seemed like forever.
In the dream I was getting chased by a man. He had blonde hair and was wearing a black hat and was wearing all black and had glasses. He also had brown hair. His hair brushed over the forehead.
I woke up with sweat dripping down my face. I glanced around my room. My breathing got heavy and heavy and my palms got sweaty and clammy. I was having a panic attack and it happened quite regularly. The first time was when I was 14 and my parents were there to help me but they are no longer there to help me anymore. I miss them so much.
My breathing slowly went back to normal after what seemed like my whole life. I slid down the wall and buried my face in my hands and cried and cried. I looked back up and went to my bed.
After what seemed like hours I finally fell asleep alongside the rain that just had occurred dripped down the window.
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Maybe ( Taehuyng x insecure reader )
FanfictionI have a lot of insecurity problems. I never felt good enough for anyone and I always feel like if I was different maybe I could be better. I met him and he made me feel so important and loved. Maybe I can be happy now with who I am and I can love h...
