A Love Like War (JALEX)

Chapter 17

"Only for you." He says picking himself up then helping me up, no letting go of my hand after getting up. I smile to myself, I have the best boyfriend in the world but I have to end it before I go away. I hope he understands.

We get to my house and I am relieved to see no cars parked in the driveway, that means neither of my parents are home. I pull Jack around to the side of my house and start climbing the tree outside my bedroom window. "What's with you and trees?" Jack asks, his feet firmly on the ground still.

"What's up with you and talking under trees I'm in? It's the third time now." Jack looks so confused so I enlighten him. "The day I met you. I climbed my favourite tree after band practise. I fell asleep there and woke up to you talking to yourself."

"You've known for ages but you didn't back away, you got closer. You are the reason I am still here today." He says stunned. "You were there in my darkest time and I didn't even know." He smiles and starts climbing the tree. I stumble into my room, landing on my soft bed. "You don't know how much I love you Alex."

"I think I can guess." I smile and start to get up but Jack pushes me down and climbs onto me. His arms wrap around me as he snuggles in closer. "Jack, I want to give you something before I get shipped away."

"What's that?" he asks, a cute little grin pasted on his face. I brush his hair out of his eyes and just study his face, remembering all of its details.

I start blushing a dark red. "I want to give the boy I love my virginity." I whisper.

"Only if I can give the boy I love, mine." He smiles before kissing me lovingly. I deepen the kiss and start tugging on his shirt. He breaks the kiss briefly to take his shirt off and attaches our lips together again. "Are you sure you want this Alex?" I nod and strip myself of my t-shirt.

"I haven't been more sure of anything in my life." I breathe, my hands reaching for his hair. I bring his lips back to mine and force my tongue into his mouth. "Question. Who's topping?" I ask awkwardly. "I don't mind being the bottom or anything, but I want to top too."

"Um okay, I'll top this time, you can top next time." Jack says, stripping me of my shirt and starts placing kiss along my exposed collarbone. I must remember that I'm topping next time, if there is a next time. I groan as Jack starts nibbling on one spot on my neck. My pants are getting tighter and tighter, if I don't get out of them soon it's gonna get painful. As if Jack can read my mind he starts undoing my pants and pulls them down swiftly.

I feel exposed in only my boxers. Jack can see every single one of me scars and I don't like it. I feel like I need to cover myself up. "Alex you are beautiful, don't listen to the voices in your head, they are liars. Scars show how strong you are, that you have survived. No matter what anyone or anything says, you are beautiful and I love you." He whispers sweetly.

Jack's hands slip inside my boxers and he strokes me. I instantly reach for his belt, wanting to be able to touch him like he is touching me. He wriggles out of his jeans and boxers. Seeing him completely naked is a major turn on. It turns me on so much that I just want him in me. "Please Jack," I whimper, hoping he gets what I mean. He opens his mouth like he's going to say something or ask something. "Bottom draw next to you." I basically whisper. I feel coldness wash over me as he moves to my bottom draw. I pout at the loss of contact.

Jack's eyes scan over me as he stands up. He bites his bottom lip and breathes out heavily. "I know I just said this but fuck you are beautiful Alex, don't let anyone tell you differently and don't ever, ever think that you aren't." My blood runs through my veins like fire, and butterflies do flips within my stomach. No it's more like fucking somersaults.

Looking upon Jack Bassam Barakat's beautiful exposed Lebanese body is a breath taking experience and I could do it all day, but I have a little problem that needs tending to that is unsurprisingly in my boxers. "Yeah, yeah I'm beautiful, you're beautiful. Now hurry up and fuck me." I basically growl. Jack smirks at me, ever so slowly walks towards me. I groan in frustration and decide to speed this up a bit. I grab his wrist and force him down onto the bed and straddle him, and in the process I somehow manage to get my boxers off without even noticing.

"Are you sure you know what you're doing?" he asks, resting his hands gently on my hips.

"Yeah," I smirk a little awkwardly, "I've read enough gay fanfiction and been on Tumblr enough to know what I'm doing." Jack just shakes his head giving me a goofy grin.

"I find it sexy that you've done your research, but I'm in control today." He flips us over and positions himself between my legs. I shivered in delight at the thought that soon Jack would be filling me and making me feel great. "You know it's going to hurt, right? I really don't want to hurt you Lex." Fuck he is adorable.

"It won't hurt that bad babe. I want this, I really want this. You won't hurt me, I promise." I lightly kiss his nose and train kisses down his jaw. I start working on one part of his neck, sucking and biting. I hear the cap of the lube get flipped open and then one of his fingers push into me. It doesn't hurt but it doesn't feel good either. I nod for him to move, which he does slowly and cautiously. I try not to roll my eyes at him but it just happens. I push back onto his finger making him get the hint that I wanted him to go faster. He speeds up and adds another finger which makes me gasp in pain. He stops moving. "Fuck don't stop, hurry up with this prep. I need you."

A shock wave of pleasure washes through my body as he curls is fingers. I moan and push down on his fingers, wanting more. "You like that huh?" he does it again making me moan louder. He starts to scissor his fingers which leaves a burning sensation but I don't mind. He pulls his fingers out and I whimper at the loss. I look at him to see him concentrating on rolling the condom down his duck. He looks so hot when concentration. He squirts some lube onto himself and spreads it out evenly. Seeing him touching himself is freaking sexy.

"Oh god." I groan, grasping at the sheets. He slowly slides all the way into me. He pauses and waits for my go ahead. It hurt so much but I'm not going to let him know that. I kind of like the pain. "You can move now." I breathe, my hands loosen on the sheets. He only moves slowly at first and it makes me frustrated because I want it faster and harder. "F-faster." I moan. He slides in and out of me with ease. He changes his angle and starts pounding into one pot that has me moaning hysterically. Oh god Jack. Please . . . please," I moan, "harder!"

Jack grunts in response and pushes into me harder. "I'm c-close Alex. I'm close." He moans into my ear, his breath tickling my neck.

I feel a familiar warmth pooling in my stomach. "S-same, touch me p-please Jack." His hand trails sown my stomach to my urgent problem that needs attention immediately. Jack takes me in his hand and flicks his wrist to the same rhythm of his thrusting.

"I love you Alex." He moans and stalls inside me, coming to a release. He continues stroking me until I shoot my load onto my stomach with a loud moan.

"I love you too, and that's why we can't be together anymore." I sigh.

"I know. You are really tight." He comments as he pulls out of me.

"And you are so big." I smirk back

"No need to tell me, I know." He giggles, and lays down next to me. I sigh and look into his eyes and all I see is pain. "So I guess this is goodbye." He says sadly.

"No. this is goodbye for now, I believe we will meet again." I smile sadly, tears threatening to escape my eyes.

"Goodbye for now." He says and then he's gone. Tears spill and all I can do is cry, I can't even calm down. What if I don't ever see Jack again? What if he doesn't remember me or I don't remember him?

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