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7 𝘾𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚

"Did you see that slut? She's trying to steal away Josh, your man!" She exclaims as she shakes me by the shoulder.

"What the heck are you talking about Sofia!? He's not mine, nor will he ever be mine, I just want to make that clear" I said as I shook off her hands and went back to my bed.

Now it's my turn to be mad, I can't believe I actually thought she was sad about something serious.

"I am never wasting one of my good comforting hugs on you again" I huff angrily as I cross my arms at her.

"Look Olivia, you can deny it all you want, but I can see the burning desire you have for Josh in your eyes, it's so obvious" she said as she let's out an playful scoff.

"Oh really? Tell me about this 'burning desire' you speak of, cause I don't recall ever looking at him in such a way" I said defensively.

"It's just love, I know it" she said with an knowing look on her face.

"Wow Sofia, I thought after all those failed dates and relationships you'd learn something, cause my version of love and your version of love is so completely opposite" I said as I roll my eyes at her.

I'm sorry if I sound sassy and disrespectful, but I'm just speaking the truth here, and I know I don't need to beat around the bush, or hold back for Sofia, I know she can take it, and I know where's the line.

Look, I love love, I'm a Pisces, so I'm a hopeless romantic myself, I wished to one day find my true love and have my own happily ever after, but it's really hard to get noticed, by any guy in general when you are easily lost in the spotlight.

I am a dreamer though.

Always dreaming about different scenarios about meeting my perfect guy, just like all those cliche meet cutes in the movies.

"Fine then, since I'm clearly not the love expert in this situation, please Olivia, enlighten me with your own opinions about love" she said as he huffs and cross her arms like I do.

Look, I've liked a lot of people my whole life, I know, it sounds wrong, but is it really wrong when I have never dated any of the people I liked? Or just dated seriously with anyone in general.

I talk about love and dream about love, and even wish that I could find love, but I never experienced love.

"Look, I'm sorry if I sounded like a bitch, but I just think we have different perspective about love, I want the kind of love that gives you passion, that can make you weak to your knees and fall head over heels for that special person, the kind of love that makes you giddy and go crazy for said person, the kind of love that gives you goosebumps and make your toes curl from the slightest touch from them, the kind of love that you feel adrenaline rush through your veins when you guy's do something exciting or adventurous, the kind of love that you know you want to spend the rest of your life with this person, not anyone else, just them and them only" I explained as my tone got a lot more softer, and it also got me thinking.

Cause this is what I want, I want this kind of love, not the kind of love where your parents give you a adorable puppy on a Christmas morning, not the kind of love when your best friend gives you an really thoughtful present on your birthday, not the kind of love when strangers on the street compliments you.

But I have never experienced that yet, sure I have liked someone so much that I think I can't live without them, but that's not love.

"Wow, I guess I am the noob in this situation, hey, those love novels sure did you some good" she said as she lets out an laugh, and I laugh along.

But I know for a fact that Sofia is far more experienced in the dating department.

At least when she is when compared to me, she have got her heart broken, have broken someone else's heart, she wasn't scared to put it all out there into the battlefield and get hurt, that's how you find love.

But I, on the other hand, is too big of a wuss to risk it all, that's why I haven't found love.

But I do know, that I can sense it when that's the right person, and eventually, I'll give them my all.

"Ugh, who isn't, it's all of our first time being human, so we could never be perfect, even if we really want to" I said as I just gave her a shrug.

"Okay, let's stop talking about all these deep subjects, what are you going to do with the Josh and Vivian situation? Cause I totally don't ship it" she said as she gets back into gossiping about all the celebrities.

"Look, I don't know, it's not my priority to snoop or take care of other people's business, plus, I don't even care if they like each other or not, they can fuck all they want for all I care, it's like you didn't listen to a word I just said, and I poured my heart and soul into that speech" I said as I roll my eyes at my persistence friend.

"Hey, you and Josh is already my favorite ship, and no one can change that, plus, I can picture you and Josh being together in the long run" she said as she sighs dreamily like this is one of those Disney stories.

"And we're talking about long runs? Girl, I don't think he can last a week without having sex with another billions of girls" I scoff as I roll my eyes at her dream.

"Hey, you can't blame a girl for dreaming"

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Another chapter completed, seems like Olivia doesn't seem to have much interest in Josh, while Sofia is the person who can't stop talking about the both of them.

But we stan an matchmaker best friend.

Especially when the ship she's matchmaking is Jolivia.

I should be in bed right now since I have school tomorrow, but I am still up writing and editing the last few mistakes, actually it's just an excuse to stay on my phone for a couple more hours.

I'm a procrastinator at sleeping too.

Anyways, you guy's have a nice day, I'll see you people later!