Bitch For Her

Twenty Four

Lisa's POV

Midnight when I decided to leave Bambam's place, he help me grab some taxi as it was midnight, few taxis roaming

I immediately jumped on my bed as I entered my room not bothering to take off my shoes, I'm tired on everything

I stay like that for a good 10 minutes when I heard my phone rang, I tiredly fished it on my pocket, seeing the name Jennie in it

I don't know what to do, should I answer it?

I just stare on my phone, waiting for the rings to end, but the girl on the line seems to not giving up

She tried 5 to 10 times but it only ends up on my missed calls, minutes have passed, thinking that she stop, realizing that I wouldn't answer her calls but later on I received a message

I tap her message wanting to read it,

'Lisa let's talk please'

My phone rang again, this time I answered

I deeply exhaled before I put my phone on my ear

"Lisa I- " I cut her

"What do you want" I coldly say not giving emotions

She didn't talk but I could hear her sobbing, seems like she's not gonna speak so I continue

Its now or never,

"I know you're happy now, that Hanbin was there already, you don't need me anymore Jen" my voice started to crack

"Besides, everyone already know that the two of you are back together, I think its time for me to leave the frame" I cry and it gets worsened when I heard her crying

"I'll quit the job Jennie, I don't want to work with you anymore" right then I end the call same as my emotions break down

I can't stand myself being like this, I'm weak and vulnerable when it comes to this

Its such a shame when I can protect everyone but I can't protect myself from falling

I fall hard, so I hurt fast

Pain in heart does hurt more than being stab physical

I cry myself to sleep as I don't do anything but think about how I live a life without involving Jennie

Next thing I know I wake up with my head hurt as I cry all night, my body was drained

I went out of my room to grab a glass of water in the kitchen, I ready myself to go to school, we're just gonna practice the march, just a few weeks until the graduation comes

I'm going home to Thailand, maybe stay there forever

I took a bath and wear a comfortable clothes, I try to hide my swollen eyes by doing make up, I wish they wouldn't notice

I walked out of my dorm, everyone was looking at me, others was giving me a sad look while most of them was just looking out

I saw Jisoo and Rosé running towards me, they gave me a tight hug which I'm happy for

"I hate you, why didn't you tell us?!" Rosé scold me while she's trying not to cry but she end up crying loudly

"You're selfish now? You should tell us everything" Jisoo hit me on my shoulder, I just lowered my head

"I'm sorry unnie" I looked up, seeing Jisoo's eyes softened she hug me again

"We're best friends man, we understand it" Jisoo said patting my back, I smile