homophobe - shujin/sooshu

one [soojin pov]

i was walking around campus at 10 at night. it's pouring rain. i needed to really get my mind off things lately.
everything around me was dark, there was no one. pretty explainable, who would be walking around in the rain like a psychopath- except me?

i had a fight with hui today, again. i really just want to break up, i think i lost feelings. not like i liked him in the first place, really. i was just desperate. but somehow he keeps forcing me to stay together in this toxic relationship.

anyway, i was walking normally, just enjoying the sound of the pouring rain. when i saw something in the distance- specifically, someone. it was a girl. she was running with her head down low. it looked like she didn't have an umbrella, oh god. she looked soaking wet.

the girl started running faster towards me, not aware of my presence. the closer she got, the clearer her face became. oh. it was yeh shuhua. i scoffed and rolled my eyes. i never knew what was coming next though. shuhua bumped into me. yes. i was so stuck in my thoughts that i forgot she was running in my direction.

our bodies collided and oh- it was awkward i tell you. when she noticed what had happened she immediately backed away. "oh." we made eye contact and i have never been this awkward in my life. "sorry." shuhua said, noticing that i look annoyed.. and ran off.

"what was that." i thought to myself, brushing off the weird thing i felt in my stomach when we made strong eye contact. "i hope she didn't fall in love with me or something." i said to myself and chuckled. oh god, i probably looked like such a psycho from afar.

shortly after i walked back to my dorm, seeing my two roomates, soyeon and yuqi. it was 11, and we sat at our dining table, chit chatting as usual. yuqi was pretty talkative about her crush on someone, she didn't mention who it was but she seriously couldn't stop talking.

i noticed soyeon seemed off but honestly it's probably just her being moody again. anyway, i didn't forget to rant to them about the shuhua girl, and how annoying she was. to be honest she disgusts me, why would you be gay like that..