When I go 🖤

~~Help~~

Help..am I hearing that right ? No way. "No." I say while pulling my arm back. There was absolutely no way I would let anyone back into my life. "Sugar , that wasn't an offer" so what ? Your just supposed to come in my life and 'help me' absolutely NOT. "I don't give a shit. I said no which means no." I snap before running away.

~~TIMESKIP~~

I was now in my third period. I had math,,it wasn't too bad except what happened earlier was going through my head. Who was that boy ? Why did he look so familiar ? How did he know my name ? All theses questions go through my head. "Mrs L/n ?" I hear my math teacher say. He isnt how you think any math teacher are. He wears green circular glasses and a dark green sweater. He has freckles and low curly hair, He's very nice and we actually have a pretty good relationship. "Oh sorry Mr. V" the V stands for vaniel , unique right ? Yeah. I stare at the clock waiting for lunch and sooner or later , it comes. I rush out not wanting to be seen by the rats or that what I at least call them. But out of my luck they are literally waiting for me. Britney , Cadance , makenzy and Zoe ah yes Zoe the demon out of those rats. "Oh look it's the worthless whack ass bitch" I hear Zoe say, her and her gang snicker their plastic laughs as Zoe trips me. I'm already prepared for my beat down , I'm basically numb. It doesn't even hurt anymore. "You ready for your beat down , whore ?" "It doesn't matter if she's ready , she's used to it!!" Once again fake laughs go around. After 20 minutes of punches and kicks they drop me. I run to the bathroom and do what I do everyday. I pull out my sharpest blade and cut , crimson blood all over the blade. I cut and cut till satisfied until.. "Heya" I hear a familiar voice. I look up and there he is Gerard , what the absolute FUCK is he doing in the girls restroom. "What the fuck you pervert!!" I yell at him , he just rolls his eyes and jumps back down to the floor. "Come out sugar , I'm not gonna ask twice , and if you don't I'll get in myself" I mentally curse him out and try to wipe up as much blood as possible. I wince and pain as I open the stall. "Damn it...agh" I let out a painful groan. "Why did you do it?" He sighs "I deserve the pain.." "what the fuck do you mean by that..no one deserves pain!" "I mean..I..I mean every time something good in my life comes..all I get in return is pain..so my life must be a curse.." he just stares at me like I'm a puzzle with a missing piece, like he trying to find the cure to cancer. "Y/n...everyone is here for a reason...and sometimes the one with the most scars and pain are the most beautiful..like a caterpillar..it starts out as a bug with no purpose but to ruin things and sometimes die , then it sits in a cocoon and has to be Patient for it to hatch..and become a beautiful butterfly"  his words struck something in me , he kinda had a point..what if I just have to be patient! "o-oh..y..you're right.." "patients is the key sugar" he said with a wink and left the restroom. " wait!" I say as I follow him out the restroom. But he was already gone.